● @ Thursday, December 04, 2008 ●
HELLO. yes i a finally here blogging. and yes. my A levels are finally over. so how did i fare for my exam papers? well i had a mixture of feelings over th different subjects. but there is one subject for which i feel very definite on. my math paper was pretty bad for myself. paper1 was a disaster and paper2 was better but not very good either. i shall just thank my lucky stars if i managed to get a D or better.
A LEVELS
the one subject tht i felt very stressed for is my bio paper.my first paper for bio was bio paper 2. i tell u, i felt so worried for my bio paper 2 as there were like a thousand and one things to recall for this paper!!~ and i kind of chose only some specific topics or concept to study. u know what happened eventually? kelly was lucky. the qs that came out was like wat i had chose to study. so.. i spotted the right qs. however they were a killer for me. so much inferential qs and little on content. i was like half dead. the only reliving fact for myself i the essay. the topic was on photosynthesis and respiration. er..... i spet the entire night and the morning of the exam studying those 2 chapts upside down, inside out. so i was obviousl surprised and relived. haha..
bio p3 was good. i studied my memorising model ans to teacher's qs. and the qs that came out was so similar la. its like oh my gosh?? whats the matter with them?? can they pls throw me a more decent qs?? i eventually got 2 parts to a qs that i dont know how to do. ok that decent. well the esay ar. i was also quite happy la. cus i focused on Human Genome Project's advantages and disadv. only prob was that i CHOSE not to study their goals so much. this is reall dumb of me. hai..
Bio p1 was on the 20th nov -my last paper for the entire a levels-. it was pretty good i must say. but the same goes for all students. so there's nothing to celebrate abt. i just felt cheerful. (: overall, both bio p1 and 3 made me more awake, excited and happier than before, upon seating for the paper. i guess this is what they call- 'enjoying ur exams'. (:
the subj that i had felt most relaxed for, was chem. i guessed i felt that i had placed too much emphases on it during my 2 wkbreak before the exams. so i kind of felt that i had studied sufficiently. but during the paper, i had one major fall-backwhich i cant forgive myself. i felt so confident with my organic chem that i tot it was flawless and i thus did not paid much attn to studying it on a few days be4 the paper.. ended up, i wasnt confident of my organic ans in my chem p3. i felt so infuriated with myself. i studied harder for my p2. and it was a pretty good paper for me. but paper1 was a disaster. it was tough and i panicked. i just want to pass that p1. and i;m contented...
GP was bad bad. geog was ok soso. mrs siva asked us to concentrate on 4 out of 8chapts of global i think. but i only concentrate on 2. lol. and one of my 2 chapts came out. lol. DRQ was bad as expected cus i diddnt study... so oveall soso. i only know that this is my best attempt among all the geog papers that i had sat for in my 2yrs of JC. HAHA.
my goals for my A levels? before i sat for my a levels, these are my aims for each subj. but after seating for it, i am so tempted to modify them. but here are my unmodified goals:
GP- B
math- at least D
bio- B
chem- at least C
geog- at least C.
and ps. please dont remb these desired grades of mine. :/ they're just my hopes. in reality... er.. i just have to pray hard now. ho.. ho..
FRIENDS OF IJC
well i'm finaly out of innova junior college and bye bye. i'm not seeing it any more. till u know when la..when i colect my results. haha... as for the ppl, well i gotta admit that i lost almost all contact with my classmates but failing to attend for the class BBQ and prom night. to be frank,it never occurred to me that i have found a true friend in my class. but there was this girl i shan't say who, who changed my mind. after the last paper which was bio i happily walked out of the sch gate in excitement, knowing that this is e last time ;m leaving my footprints in woodlands. however just when i was rushing out, ann (a pseudonym/ fake name) called my name and asked me when i am free to go out with her. i was so touched la. i've never been out with her before. and i think my facial expression showed that i was caught in surprise by her qs. and she reminded me the moment we talked casually abt hanging out tghr outside. i tot she diddnt really mean it. but the fact that ann had called my name and asked me out really touched me. it was when i knew that ann doesnt want our relationship to just end here- as a classmate. she wants to treat me as a friend.n of cus, i obviously dont mind being friends with her. so.. i felt glad that at least i'm confident that there is someone in my class who really wants to keep a lasting friendship with me.
lastly, i must say that i had tot that the ppl i meet in IJC ar.. are liek incompetible to me. i cant seem to find true friends in here. however, some ppl certainly prove me wrong. they are YingLi, Rachel Gauri n Sankari. i must say that these ppl are those that certainly make my days in IJC. n walking back home w them is iike so fun and exciting. we just can chat along w eah other u see. Next Siow Ai and XinYi are also freinds whom a thoroughly enjoy their company. (:
also i would like to thank my 'student-tutors'. w/o u guys, i seriousl do not know whom to call to ask for help during the 2 wk study break, and during the exams. they are JINGYEE n XIN YI. esp to jingyee. thank you for lending me ur precious hours to allow me to consult u for academic help over the phone. i know they were very tiring for u n i deeply appreciate it. (: and to xinyi, i enjoyed the times when we chatted on the phone, arguing abt chem! thx for explaining to me the thouand and one chem qs that i had. i had fun helping u in ur bio too. (:
and not forgetting my BEST library pal- Ying Li!! u were a great company and guidance to me! w/o u.. well going to the library will be such a sad case tjing for me la.. i'll be so sian to go the library and i'll beliterally dragging my feet to the lib everyday. btw i went to the library everyday w/o fail after sch after the june holi. although we tend to be unable to resist the temptation of talking, i'm glad we survived through it eventually by forcing ourself to study. and we got know each other better! (: and thnk you very very much for helping me out so much in my math. i can still remb the occasion when u scolded me on the eve of the mathp2. sigh.. thanks 4 scolding me. >< haha.. but those days were gr8 moments! (:
EXTERNAL SUPPORT FOR MY EXAMS
to my sec sch besties, i thank u so much for motivating me! u guys were a big encouragement an i love you LOTS. thanks for ur beautiful motivational card ming ming. i have yet to try figuring out how to write those korean words. (: and yea celest tweety!! u're also a joy to my life! it's always v fun chatting and going SHOPPING w ya!! we'll go out shopping soon yea?? (: jump jump. and MANTHA! i diddnt frgt u either. u're still the one who never fail to give me wise words of advice!(: and ton-ton! its always a joy for me to enter the examination hall w ya! n never frgt our good-bye hand gestures to each other!! ;)
therefore my BEST friends rock. haha.. and no words can ever be able to describe the feelings and experience that i had, have and will be having with them. (:
i also thank my family for their strong support! my dad always make sure he makes wholemeal bread with Nutella chocolate spread on the bread ever morning for m breakfast for the 3 weeks of m exams! and for sending me to sch at times. (: and m dad and mum's concern for performance for my exam papers! :) and also my little brother for being able to understand me at times, when i insist that i need the peace to study. :)
thus i thank everyone for being there for me! u guys rocks!
MY PLANS
so much is said abt ppl supporting me. so now that my exmas are over, what do i wanna do? well i am currentl working every weekday in an international (MNC) company- Radio Holland Singapore, which is located at Tuas. i'm working as as admin in the financial dept. to be specific, i'm a data-logger who needs to key in numbers, numbers and numbers everyday and i am supposed to stare at the laptop screen from 8.30 and 5.30pm daily. my poor eyes. but recently, i was also told to search for data from specific files that are located anywhere in the whole building. so... i get to walk around. but walk around to find NUMBERS. yea. so numbers is pretty much that i am doing.
i am glad i chose an admin job over a sales job. cus...er.. i dont enjoy standing on the spot and smiling away at customers for 9 hours daily. haha no thanks. also, i get to wear my own clothes everyday to work. this is the key to my happiness in this job. lol. cus er.. when i worked here for the first week, i felt that i am not using m brain. it just aint moving. just need to use common sense. ya lor. i wasnt v happy initially. but i keep telling mself its beter than a sales asst. so i'm happy now. lol.
but its through this job that i realise that i cant work in a financial department in future. this is not how i intend to live for the remaining years of m life. i dont wana to go to my grave in such an obscence manner -from MY point of view; i'm not criticising the job. i'm criticisng the unsuitable'ness this job has for me-.
one advantage that i see myself acquiring after 2 weeks of working here, is that i finall know the basics of Excel and how to type faster using a laptop. haha.. so overall i'm contented with my job.
i'm also very happy with my life now. the fact that i earn money in the morning till evening. and for most of the days, i hang out with one of my best friends-usually ming yan or ying li for dinner, chatting and a bit of hopping (in the case for ji-dan). and i'll usually reach home at abt 10 to 11pm; before midnight. then i'll chit chat with my parents and then i'll read my story book or read comics or play Sudoku. n for most nights, i'll sleep at 1am or 2. haha! so i feel v tired but HAPPY. =D
anyw i went to the library alone recntly and i felt so happy. cus for the FIRST time since ages, i am going to the library for a different purpose- to borrow books instead of studying!! finally. i borrowed books on make-up, fashion and comics. felt so elated la.
ok gtg
cya
take care
shall blog some otehr time. (:
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