kelly's Blog

● @ Tuesday, June 03, 2008 ●

hello! well its been a really long time since i've last blogged! i just hope that there are still ppl who patronise my blog.. at least one person a week.. -.-

well i've been busy. today is the 2nd wk of my june holi and its tue! i've been dead tired since last weekends. i'm stretching myself a bit too much by sleeping at 2am and waking up at 7am on a holiday.. but that's only for the past few days. so i'm certain that i'll revert back to my usual self again soon; i.e. waking up at 10am instead. haha.. but i was in my dad's office yesterday and today! my dad shifted office! its much cooler (literally) and spacious over here. :)

well what i am unhappy abt myself is that i can take 3 hours to complete one page of the math TYS qs, and another FOUR to FIVE hrs to complete a chem P2 or P3. i feel so idiotic. i mean, i'm supposed to complete the chem paper by 1 1/2 hr or 2 1/2 hr! but i instead take at least 3 i/2 hrs to complete one paper. so... seriously, i'm not v happy with my revision.

and yea.. i always encounter a brief period of time where i just want to drop dead and sleep or start day-dreaming!!!!! eh.. but i always think of the NJC pals that i've met during my MOE work attachment. they're so full of rigour and passion!! yea. passion. that thought certainly perks me up. and as usual, i always have a problem with something. my problem is that i need to remind myself to feel MOTIVATED every hour or 2. grr. its like i'm not disciplined enough?? :(

and smart ppl like Ngai Jia Ming, and the 2 smart gals of my class (you know who they are :)) keep popping into my mind. must be like them!! well Jia Ming got several A's for his "H2" and "H3" papers for his 'A's. he took the old syllabus. ya he's like so seriously smart that it just motivates me to study.

aside from studies, i think everything is ok. well let me talk abt something that was like ages ago. i watched Forbbiden Kingdom starringf Jackie Chan and Jet Lee!! i absolutely lurveeee this movie! i had initially thought that its a typical chinese movie. but it just isn't! there's some element of Western culture in it, making the movie so cool la! i just loved that show. if u've not catch the movie, do make sure u catch it on VCD! :)

oh ya! my dad went to Shanghai; China 2 weeks ago. as usual, my bro and i missed his presence. but he bought home quite anumber of presents for us! it was his first time going china. i've never been to china before. i mean,my family used to tour in Western countries like US, Australia, etc but not asia. the only asian country we visited is Malaysia seriously. sooo.. yea! i was taken aback by the prices of all teh stuff my dad bought? haha..

well my dad bought me bags! (: he also bought Sarah Brightman- Symphony album. he bought it as he said it sounded good on radio. well it was my first time listening to her music. and i've been seriously seriously seriously in love with Sarah Brightman's voice seen then!!! esp. her track Symphony; which is the same as the album title. oh gosh la!! teh lyrics is so melancholic but her voice is so beautiful. she makes a sad music sound absolutely beautiful.

so i'm mad over Sarah Brighman now. :)

and i realised recently that i have a lot lot lot of bags. eh not sch bags but super a lot of outside bags. such that i must really start controlling my spending on bags. eh cus i think i've got close to 30 bags which includes mainly handbags, and bags that allow me to carry some files but is seriously unsuitable for bringing it to sch. so ya lor. gotta control!! but to be frank, i bought like only abt 5 bags out of the 30. haha.. cus i've gotten close to 8 bags for my b'daies all these while from my friends, and abt 6 from my dad and the rest come from my aunt. :)

hence i'm now controlling my expenditure. i aim to go tro the deposit machine more frequently as compared to teh withdrawal machine!! yea!

so in short... i'm trying my best to save cash, and to meanwhile study really hard. try to fight throught my laziness and ill-discipline. well i've not mastered that skill yet. :/ ok! take care and here's a video from Sarah. :)

Sarah Brightman- Symphony

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