● @ Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ●
now doing WR.. so tired! and it looks like i've to change the ENTIRE sect in 1.4- aims and obj of proj. but i aint complaining much as i was the one who had typed it out the last time. ya i think so. cus it looks like my typing. that kind of style. i'm tired of my style and vocabulary. i find them limited and a bore. :( which brings me to the GP test that i had sat for on monday. it was definitly an atrocious paper that i had attempted. i always have the same feeling, after i start writting teh introduction of an essay: the sense of dread and regret for i had felt that i have chosen the wrong topic to write about. >.< what a dreadful feeling la.
and u know what topic i chose? its a dreadful one: Do you think that the modern day living has resulted in Man to deteriorate? its an OMG qs. i realised it after i tried writting teh intro. but i managed to pull through it nonetheless. writting GP essays is always a great fun to me despite the number of times that i may pull a face or to screw it up while trying desperately to break free from those tough knots.
anyway i had my bio SPA last week and something ridiculous happened. there were plenty of gas bubbles in my agarose solution while we were doing the Gel Electrophoresis for SPA. the moment i saw that, i got really freaked out and nervous for these solution hardens really quickly. if u dont remove these bubbles soon, there wil be permament traces of your poor handling and foolishness on the gel, which may result in a catastrophe in your grades. lol. i'm exaggerating. but nonetheless, i freaked out when i saw them and you know what i did? i started using a thermometer like my normal practical, jabbing the bubbles. each time i jabbed them, i mouthed "GO AND DIE", "GO AND DIE"!! lolx. i was so agitated that i had not realised that ms malini was approaching me. she came to me, whispered in my ear "Kelly.. thAt's a thermometer". i was stunned upon coming into sense with my realisation. i blushed so furiously la! and i just laughed. lolx. sooo paiseh. and she said it in sucha funny manner la. haha...
anyway, i thought i was talking to a female online and i was trying to figure out with her why she was in my contact list. that person told me her name is "huayi" and i had presumed that she's a girl until she asked me this "dun know got chance go out with each other or give each other hp no.". i ws like HUH?~! LOL! that person is a..... guy?! LOL! so ma-lu!! great joke manz. and i automatically just confirmed the gender, and shut up. if you're a guy, you turn me off. lolx.
anyway, i cant believe it. today is only tuesday and i'm already so lethargic. there's so many work to settle! and it looks like the amount of work for our one week holiday is starting to pile up. and my PW group will be discussing this thursday after chemistry test, which is 7PM. i guess we'll be discussing from 7 - 11 plus ba.. i just hope that it wont last till midnight which is my birthday. i realise something after a while. a kind of bad attitude? i tend to expect a splendid day every year on teh 31st aug. perhaps its because it always falls on the eve of teacher's day which would mean a half day school,ful of celebrations. haha.. that's why i'll auto reject anyone's idea to turn that day onto a lesson or meeting day. =X haha.. i'm just spoilt. (:
and ya.. the school's having ACES day on the 31st.. although i know that it falls on my birthday every yr, its still a big dismay for me this year as the dance is kind of tedious and an active one.. and i know i wil sweat a little.. :( [see.. i said that i ws a spoilt little brat. haha.. ]
i'll be going back to tanglin! and well, tanglin celebrations ends at 12.40pm! so glad that it ends later this year. (: cus it takes an hour for me to go to tanglin from IJC. i just dont feel bonded to this school, including the teachers.. :( there's only one teacher whom i really enjoy when she talks. its the HOD of english teacher? the indian lady? she's extremly hilarious! i just look forward to hearing her each time i speak the mic. she's got style in the way she delivers her speech- be it a casual one or a reprimanding one. i admire her greatly as a confident speaker that brings about people's attention and respect in her, meanwhile appreciating her talk due to her hilarious and witty jokes. (:
too anayltical? that's me. sometimes i worry a person can read my mind. cus when this person starts criticising about the something again, i will just look at the person as start wondering about the person's background, lack of self-confidence and etc, that will result in his or her behaviour. lol. thats what i mean- think too much. lol. and sometimes after saying a wrong word or acting inapprorpiately, i start infering possibilities of myself, and its possible implications. lol. too much literature. i still enjoy it... although i cant score that well...
i'm talking crap again and i shall end off here for now. and my part for WR ar.. i duno what to type le. stress.
anyway, i have this opinion of myself recently. i feel that i can't be a leader. reasons shan't be stated here, but i wana say that i concur with the tanglin councillor- mrs lee. she defined leaders not necessary being the one who is leading, but instead being the ones who make and lead others to be a leader.
eh.. i dont know what to say now. i just typed a lot earlier but i've just deleted them all. cus they are er.. too blatant? ya. shant comment so much on really really really sensitive issues. haha.. so ya. just think about teh definition. it helps for "power-loving" ppl like me. i dont entire love power but i think i cant control it well. :(
anyway its 12.50am now and i need to do those geog. assignments. teh teacher gave us FOUR extra geog assignments to do to improve our overall grades. count your lucky stars for not needing to do them manz. sigh..
cya
anyway, its Yong PIng's birthday le!
so..
happy b'day to you, happy b'day to u,
happy b'day to you...
happy b'day to youuu...!!
Happy 17th Birthday and stay cheerful & bright always! (:
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