● @ Sunday, April 29, 2007 ●
this is what i typed last sun: 29/04. am only able to blog now (01/05). isn't it amazing how fast time can fly? its already april! wow.. feels as though i've abandoned my soul in feb.. ayway, i'm going to watch phantom with joel later. looking forward to it. hopefully my throat would be a good girl, and not ruin the whole performance. haha.. actually, its not funny. haha.. my day is quite ruined by someone. what a waste of my time. i understand that i've wasted your time too, in a way. but think again: would we be in such a position if you were to return me the cash a few montsh back? i've waited long enough. its just a matter of time that i will lose my patience and start harassing you for it.
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SUN:
i don't feel that i've much to blog now, actually.. but since it's been a long time since my last entry, here i am..
hmm.. what shall i say? school for myself a weeks ago was fantastic. fantasti cmood every day. i found myself smiling at almost every lesson, that it makes me wonder if my brain did manage to process ay information at all. but still, that week was a very blissful one. this week is a slightly different one. i am sinking back to reality: reality of my academic performance.
a bad experience for myself abt 2 weeks ago was when my form teacher went all tjhe way to me one morning during morning assembly, asking me if i've done and handed in my bio hw as she saw me answering to mr azahar the day before for my late submission of work. i was astounded when she asked me. she's my chinese teacher, and merely my FT, and she's asking me abt my hw? egads. i felt so stress la. when i had to tell her that i;ve not done it. i can't believe that my form teacher is chasing me for a piece of work which is not concerning her. it's no doubt kind of her to do so, but so is it stressful for me. :(
i felt so drowsy and lethargic every day this week. i've no idea why. i slept at about 11 - 1.30am everyday on teh average. i see no rationale in me feeling lethargic. there's no sense leh. my sleeping problem has now further reduced me to missing bus stops, and sleeping during tests. No, not just chinese. that's the horrifying news to myself. i fell asleep during geog test." perhaps it is due to the lack of oxygen in the LT that day, since there was no air-con that day", i told myself. well, i sure hope that the excuse is a valid one.. hmm.. and i couldn't believe it when i missed the school bus stop by about 5 stops?
nehz. the better one was when i missed my house expressway bus stop by 1, and diddnt realise that i had missed it, till 10 stops later. i was wondering why i was at Telok Blangah. Hadn't i alreday passed my house? i was aghasted. but it was funny and blur of me la. haha.. cus it was my first time boarding that bus la. i diddnt know that i have a drect bus to woodlands interchange from my house, till 4 months later in IJC. isn't that lame? the exact same bus stop that i take from, usuallly to get to jurong east MRT stn.
taking the direct bus to woodlands may be about 10 mins longer than teh MRT route, but i prefer it. cus i can sleeeeeeeeeep! (: moreover, it forced me to wake up early. i will need to reach the expressway bus stop at 6.35AM instead of 7AM. lolx. 7.. so late right? thats why i was usually late for sch. but wi7th 6.35, the probability of me being late is much lower, which is good. it's good to start the day early. no hurry, no nagging by the teacher or principal, and lastly, a sense of satisfaction. ha ha
i'm now doing my project work PI.. its ok la. joel has given me a brilliant idea and ii'm really grateful for that. i've loads to edit now.. the only only problem is that i'm now exceeding my word limit by 200. >.< i'm clueless how i'm going to cut down 200 words without losing its essencse.
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