today is am really tiring day for myself. lesson ends at 4pm and after that,my class stayed back for the preeparation of !@fun which stands for "innova having fun". lol.. its the very first fun fair that our college has. haha.. i must admit that the preparations of this fun fair has indeed bonded my Civis Group together and sadly, makes me more bonded to the sch.

due to the funfair thats gheld this sat, we have to get to sch tmr- fri to prepare for it. i think its going to be quite fun for those coming as many activities are setted up. but i'm not entirely sure if i'll be going despite having alreday being forced to buy the funfair tee that costed me 10 bucks. :(

tmr is the day that all of us have been waiting anxiously for. It is none other than the collection of our O Level 2006 results. The greater i think about it, teh greater my negativity of thoughts start to increase. i had initially kept worrying that i will get more than 16 points and hence being able to enter JJ. but today, i am starting to worrying myself not being able to even enter a JC. that is to say IJ la. lol.. even if i get 20 points ar, will be entering innova at a nicer points, that is 16. haha.. cus 2 points loyalty, 2 points cca. lol.. this shows how ridiculous bonus points can get. i personally feel that bonus points are extremly unfair. with the help of bonus points, one will not be entering a school by tehir academic results. this is something that i disapprove of, as i feel that if you're not up to the sch's standard, then you are not up to it. no such thing as other factors coming in to replace your academic grades. thats my opinion.

we did our first GP essay today and the title is absolurtely interesting. but it looks l0ike i'm teh only enthusiastic one in my group doing it with a smile. its titled "should divorce be banned?". so cool right? haha... i said that it should be banned as if it isn't, ppl will not take rtheir mareriages seriously, and with responsibility.

i had my first debate argument 2 days ago in class. my first debate! a real one; not an essay. we were having Civics lesson (something like BASICS is TSS but not that rigid in schedule). we had to argue whether Poly is better or JC. my grp's siding for poly. i am of cus personally siding JC but since my grp is doing poly, so ok lor. after discussion, rthere needs to be a representative for each team and i represented my team since everyone was so reluctant to do so.

and the funny part is that when i stood up, the guy from the opposing team was liek so frightened and he said "wa i sure lose one! not fair! can take someone with a poorer english?" i was like er... lol. so lame. teh debate was quite fun la. haha.. but i think i overdo a little la. haha..

but i just don't understand why almost all the guys and some of the teachers thought aloud, that my english is good. and all they did was to hear me speak. how strange. i don't think my english sound so professional. but even mrs koh also thought so. its the same everywhere i go. and its making me stress as ppl will ask for my EL grade when in actual fact, i ain't that good in my EL subject.



tmr will be a busy day for myself. i have to report to innova as usual in the orning and we are dismissed earliest at 12.30. i have to reach tanglin by 2.30PM, which is an hour journey and besides, i've to take my lunch! i really hope i have the time. and anyway, these are teh subjects that i really really fear: ENGLISH, COMBINED HUMANITIES (History is gg to murder me tmr afternn), BIOLOGY, ADD. MATH, CHEMISTRY, LITERATURE, E. MATH. haha.. so its everything.

and i am really really stressed these days. and i weas feeling soooooooooo depressed earlier? on my way home.. but i felt much better after playing a game of Solitaire! (: and i find myself being able to dissolve into tears much easily these days. even for small trivial matters. nutty little girl. haha... i sound so cute. lol.

anyway i have to report to IJC on tue. only a day of break. boo.. told you this sch is too hardworking le. they treat us as though we are taking A levels in their sch. our chemistry teacher even checked our chem file today. how lame right. she fored us to buy a really gigantic ring file tat costed us 5 to 6 bucks. so lame right? i refused to write anything on the file as i hope i'm not staying in this sch. haha...

kkies. enough of me talking. anyway i am a little short of money this week. and anyway my class is really really united. its much better than the disintegrated TSS 4E1 2006 =X sorry but i'm sure you guys can see for ur own eyes how many different cliques the class have isn't it? but not my class. every lesson, we seat with different ppl. and its our choice. even during lunches, we seat with different ppl of our class everyday. so united right? haha... and i'm becoming used to it. its abt guys and girls mixing around. i dont usually talk to guys in rtanglin. but in my class ar, you really have to mix aroiuund manz. if not u're really a wierdo. haa.. so in short, JC life is much different. esp abt the mixing with bouys part. its now not strange to be always hanging around with some guys. unlike sec sch. i find it so different and wierd. haha..


k la. i wana go off le. results tmr.. lets hope its a pleasant day for us tmr.... and kelly c has no high hopes. io just hope mr chan will finish his speech asap tmr can le. haha.. ya. mrs oei too. haha.. k cya