● @ Thursday, September 21, 2006 ●
wow.. its been almost a month since i've ;ast blogged. had been rather busy in certain way since my prev entry, preparing for my Prelims which will be over this coming mon. i'm left with chi tmr (%&$^#^#) , plus bio practical on mon. so the studying load will be much lighter la.. but its extremly absurd to study for bio practical for 3 consecutive days manz. its both absurd and unpractical. thats my opinion la. but i think i should take a break cus the older ppl are advising me to do so.. such as Tan Shin and the teachers lor..
my prelims er... have been bad. esp for BIOLOGY, chemistry, AM paper 1 and EM paper 1. Biology was the worst. i couldn't do like so many qs in the paper 2?? its disastrious and awfully hmm.. should be painfully.. painfully disappointing. to think that i had so much joy studying for it on the day in advance. i was liek smiling to myself while studying it, feeling so obliged to study it for the whoel day non-stop. really non-stopped. and to think that i wasn't able to do half of the paper later. diao manz.
but her qs were indeed tough la.. i've never seen them before. even in the MCQ. some seen before la.. but there were many which i've never seen it. unlike seen like half of the paper 1 before? cus she took them from the TYS.. but i only scored 34/40 which is v bad lor.. so bad that i can remb the exact value. haha..
so.. dont be surprised if i fail for my bio hor. i saw mrs jacob twice today. i saw her once, said a big hi to her and later a grp of boys starting saying "I love you Mrs Jacob!! " and other mushy stuff. mrs jacob then turned around to show me her looks of disgust. haha... and the next time, she wished us gd luck for our chem paper which is today ad i took the opportunity to ask how i did for my bio. and you know what she said??? i suppose its paper 1 la.. she wouldnt be able to mk paper 2 tt quickly. she exclaimed with half surprise and pleasure saying "you did very well!" and i cant hear the rest of it as she was talking into teh toilet lol. but her last phrase was "you superwoman!".
i was amazed by her words. it's either she's trying to cheer me up over my bio.. cus she sway sway met me just after my bio paper and i really wanted to beat her with my book due to exasperation over my poor performance for teh bio paper. or.. i really did well for my bio ppaer 1? teh way she puts it ar... she sounds as though my mks are so shocking or what. haha.. so i'm really curious... and she's not those type who will lie to me just to cheer me up la. and anyway... some of my friends were frozen on e spot just like me, after hearing mrs jacob's remarks.
but well.. if you're also taking bio paper.. dont worry yea. cus my paper 2 will bound to do badly cus i left a number of blanks and i guessed lots of ans and i diddn;'t study the last chapt on Genetics and most of the essay qs came from there?! it made me fuming mad with myself manz. i'm saying this cus of the nature of Humans which is a sad fact. may talk abt this later.
chem was v jia lat la.. i felt so bored with teh paper cus i like duno how to do so many qs? haiz.. just slightly disappointed for abt 2 mins after the paper then it evaporated liao. =X AM paper 2 today is like.. paper 1? i even checked the front cover whiel doing it. cus there were so little calculations! and simple addition and multiplication as though its like mental sum. lol manz. but my ppaer 1 was v v bad.
lit and combiend H.. well.. feeling is better than mid yr... but i am still very uncertain over my results for them. cus it has never failed to disappoint me, just liek additional math. so i'm so used to feeling disappointed with these subjs so i'm ok with anything. haha...
felt v disappointed with bio initially. but i met up mrs lee teh next day at abt 10 plus.. cus tehre was physics paper that day.. i felt much much better after talking to her manz. much better by abt 10 times? haha.. but shu qing found it easy lei! that really freaked me out. but its ok with me now le la...
its... only prelims although mrs koh told me recently that the first 3 mths will still be on. what teh beep. nvm. hai..
i'm going for the arts festival laer.. the arts@"tanglin". cus.. its now held at SP. cus teh band's performing... i hope they wont play too badly. cus i heard them a week and a half ago.. and they sounded terrible. they were blasting their way.. you play LOUD but you don't play blAsT your ay through! goodness manz.. and the SL's still not up yto scratch yet la.. i just feel that i'm expecting too much out of hamimah. Being the SL and BM of teh band.. well... hmm.. i should be less harsh on her actually rigt.. sigh.. but i just dislike it when she's not harsh and firm enough with teh section members. shan't complain too much. sigh...
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well.. what i wanted to say earlier is that.. i just find the nature of Humans sad. lets start of with teh educational students, starting off with our daily context such as our class 4e1. why is it that despite studying the subject Literature, it has still failed to nurture its students into more humane and understanding ppl in our society? they are still apathetic to the feelings of others. an eg is that they still make open and hurting joes about someone, loud and clear, expecting that person to feel nothing? hasn't learning Literature taught them anything? you may argue that they boys are simply childish. but in the outside society, its teh same isn't it. we exclude others, bad-mouthed abt others, most of the tiem behind their backs. most of us are all guilty of this, just like me.
but isn't the purpose of learning Literature to make us more humane in nature? if that's so, why is it that the society remains as ignorant to the surroundings as ever? so isn't it a failure of education? you may say that learning lit is to pass exam but er.. a really lame ans. education is to prepare us for teh future. cus some ppl say that way and i really turned away manz.
then lets talk about Biology. If all of us are really learning from the subject, woouldnt we be more conscious of our environment and hence pay more respect for them? but why do we still have pollution problems and etc which are destroying the earth? its all so sad. and also, we would be more respectful to our parents, esp to our mothers isn't it. but why isn't that so? this is qs for myself la.
hence I really feel that education ought to be applied to our daily life. ppl are apathetic to apply it to their lives. why is that so? i honestly feel that its due to teh fact that we study for grades, due to the meritocracy system that we have here. sigh.. therefore i feel that the person who has indeed failed their exam is the one who does not know how to apply it to his/ her life.
its sad to be conscious of such stuff. sigh.. so there goes teh saying:
Ignorance is a Bliss.
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anyway i'm selling my bio and chem notes! woot! but not to sec 4s la.. besides its so late of the yr.. what a waste of money. and yea!! queensway shopping centre offers binding for just 2 bucks! unlike ginza which is like 4 to 5 bucks? what a ridiculous cost.
before i forget. here's an update to my list of bday presents:
1. Jaime- ear rings plus a hmm.. i duno how to describe it. its something to clip to your papers, just paper clip but this looks like a paper clip. v cute. haha..
2. Huihui & Junhao- a pink bear. its cute. :) and hui2 wrote a letter wishing me happy bday. :) i like ppl write cus its v sincere. tts why i neevr fail to write a card for my freind's bday.
3. pri sch freind- a handmade dragonfly.. but.. its made by her friend. haha.
4. a total of 24 sms wishing me happy bday/ belated bday. tts teh most i've ever received so i'm typing it here. and also teh most number of freindster testi wishing me happy bday. although its only 4. haha.. but tts quite a lot for me.. within a day or 2. haha..
ts all i have to say. got other stuff to do regarding abt my selling of notes.
anywy... i cant imagine how i;ve manged to endure the pop up ads from com which is popping out once every min. serious. sometime twice every min. and its always teh same dumb watch. i must really congratulate myself for my tolerance manz. although iv the urge to box the screen. lol.
cya.
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