● @ Thursday, May 11, 2006 ●
The server is really slow today man... It take me so long to get here.. nevertheless, it did not affect the light hearted mood that i'm having now. I dunno why lei.. but i wasn't feel very pleased when i got home due to the exam papers that i have already taken. But my mood was much better after school which means after my exam plus mr chan's extra lessons (which was realy really boring for everyone... given that we had to rush for his lesson w/o taking any lunch at all, after a 2hr 45 mins paper)..
cus i went out with samantha, kapo, celestine and ginny to ginza KFC... we kept ;aughing throughout the whole meal.. it was just such a light hearted and hilarious lunch that it just allow us to let our minds off from exams for a while which is good... after that we went to seng siong (lOl) cus kapo wana go there buy sth..
following that, we passed by a pet shop which conatined lots of dogs. and one of the dog is so cute!! it has quite big in size with white and brown fur. and it's cute manz. one eye is sky blue in colour while the other is brown. unique isn't it.. 2 of the dogs even when up to celestine by placing their paws on her shoulders. haha.. one from teh fdront and the other from the back, which obviously brought much laughetr and surprise from her. haha..
My exams so far aren't great manz. i am so worried for almos all my subjects! I don't remember ever feeling so remorseful and worried over my exams before man! I wasn't so anxious about them before the start of a paper. it's only the aftermath of attempting each paper. and that makes it bad as i'm unable to do anything about it!!!! hai...
My EL paper ! is defitnitly disastrious. Firstly, i felt that my argument isn't a very strong one. The argument is abt if you fail to plan, you are planning to fail. a very typical one, isnt it.. Next, my vocabulary sucks man. It was all so simple! cus i cant come accross any sophisticated one leh.... hai... My CL for both papers are ok. the paper 1 was easier than expected and since i dont have much expactations for it except to pass it, i found it pretty much ok. my ppaer 2 was ok as i did the open ended compre first before the mcq, which lightened up my mood.
chem affected me most initially. the mcq was a gone case i felt.. the open ended is even worst. can vomit manz!! I left so much blanks!!!!! cus i diddnt know what to write and i was filling up my blanks (which i was in a dilemma of what to fill) mid-way, when mrs koh asked us to stop writing. so much shit man... hai.... having blanks is the worst as it's a 100 and one percent that ur ans is absolutely wrong!!! sigh...
i felt that the mcq for chem sucks totally. but guess what. mr chan told me today that i got the highest for that, so i dont have to come for his lesson next mon. what the *beep* lor. he said it as though i'm so what lorrr.... anyway, i don't believe it, but yet i believe. but..... although i was the "highest" (mr chan's always an unreliable source), i didn't do so well. it's only 34/40. quite bad for a first class isnt it.... thats why i dont believe him. but this fact made me upset. cus if im the top for MCQ, its all such a waste. cus i am confident that i wont score well at all, for my sect B. sigh.. so mygd mks wasted la... hai...
Chem was initially my worst paper. but that no longer hold tre for today as i have sat for my biology paper. i finished the MCQ is 20 mins but i felt extremely uneasy abt that as we have an hr to do it. so i went through it again and again.. and i realised that this ppaer is not as simple as it seems. so i went "oh oh", i doubti will score very well. my sect B wasn't too great either although abt 85 - 90% of the qs were in teh TYS? but the problem here is that i have forgotten tghe actual ans le. only had a brief idea.. so i am doubtful of myself.
My essay is so sad!! I want to get full mks for that sect!!! But i dont think i can le. cus i couldnt find sufficient points to match the mks offered per qs. hai... what a big let down. But biolog paper is the pape that i am most fearful of throughout my whole mid-year exams. i guess it's because i have high expectations for it. sigh.... and the worst part is that mrs jacob knew my weaknesses. i think ms gan and her set the paper. cus mj has a tendency to phrase qs in certain way de. and i spoted one of them in the sect B. and ya la... the qs are all tested on my weakness sia. hai.. last yr one was very direct but not this year's one. hai..
anyway, my SS is doomed. Cus i diddnt study at all, except i think 3 qs on the night of achiever's day which is so far away from the day of my ppaer. and sure enough, i was dead in that paper. i wasted 20 mks as it's totally blank. i couldnt do one of the SEQ qs at all, despite very deep thinking, etc. i had tried my best. and the other 7 mks was wasted as i diddnt have the time. sigh... hist was slightly better although i diddnt waste my time studying it too (=X). so be prepared to hear "kelly C" name as one of those who failed!! haha... but i deserved it la. and it's expected so i'm fine with it. ha.
EM was ok but i think there will be lots of ppl getting distinctions. hai.. AM wasnt so ok. the qs just got nastier to me as i read on. i almost panicked. but i had to keep reminding myself what mj said : "Kelly, dont be anxious!" which she said duno how many donkey times when i met up with her.
Anyway, i ended up not meeting mr chan and mrs peggy koh. cus i overslept that day. so i end up just meeting up with jaime in cafe gallile in JE library and i drank i duno what name.. but its with ice coffee. it was a brilliant drink and jaime helped me oput with my mathematics. Thx Jaime!! =)
Anyway, i was doing an AM ppaer earlier but i was in a good mood after a while as nicholas suddenly indirectly reminded me that i was out with my friends earlier. so that really brightened me up tremendously. i was in such a good mood that i could laughed and said to myself, "MY AM sucks!". haha.. i duno why i was laughing also.. haha... but it was a really atrocious paper.. but i think that paper is a hard one ba.. hopefully... haha..
anyway, this weekend is going to be an AM craze wk man!! Cus i only have AM ppaer on mon followed by chem practical on tue and thats the end of my mid-yr exams. =) but i doubt life wont be so easy after that. and i just realised sth. mrs koh told my dad that she will help me out with sth. but she hasnt!! nvm...
and anyway... jensen and i are in good terms now. i wil explain after my exams. surprising isnt it.. i was shocked.
and also, ian is not longer a member in my blog. cus i invited jia ming in.. but in order to do so, i deleted ian's acct lor... cus membership full le ma... i need to delete some more members... hmm.. and i am intending to delete 2 members lei.. although no offence la..
i'm off! yea!
Enjoy what you're doing to succeed!!
Cus i notice that i've completely lost the enjoyment and interest in studying le. i think that's the consequence of too much studying. so gotta fOrcE myself to enjoy. hope the same goes for u guys! good luck for ur mid year exams and jia you!! Chiong for ur physics paper ya? Best of luck!
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