● @ Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ●
Just returned home not long ago from jurong point... i was out with ginny, celestine, kapo and sam. We catched a movie- Mission Impossible III. And it was an excellent one!! The sound effects and movie plot was excellent. And in lieu of that, the director of the movie was wonderfully creative!! He had (oops... gender biased. haha..) such unique ideas...
One very good e.g. was when the lady used her makeup mirror to capture images of the protagonists... and using the pictures that she has taken (which was sent to the men), they created a mask for Tom Cruise to wear... so cool manz. and i liek the part where Cruise temporarily broke the wire connection to the CCTV camera, and he took an image of the surroundings and printed it out (while lying flat on the roof top), pasted the printed image in front of the camera, and connected the wire to teh camera again. so cool right? so the camera is merely observing a photograph; not its surroundings. ha...
Enough of MI3
just heard soem odd sounds... which sound like some firing or fireworks.. talking about firring sound... these sounds were blasting away throughout the whole movie!! and the suspense were all so g8 lor. ya.. and i popped my head out of the window and i only saw many other heads popping out from the opposing block. forget it then.
kz. back to the topic. ha...
my exams ended today!! haha... I had or rather, supposed to have my chinese listening compre and chemistry practical.
CL listening starts at 9 am and hence we need not attend the morning assembly. and guess what; i woke up late. haha... i rushed to school in a taxi. and when i stepped out of the taxi, wa liaow. a series of calls, telling me that the exam had just ended. wa kao manz. than stroll my way up to the 2nd level to meet a distress Mrs Pek lecturing me. haha.. but i was laughing la.... she just used her hp (which was made of rubber i guess) to hit me dunno how many times.
haha... i dunno why! but i felt nothing about that.. though i've just wasted 20 mks. i was only very annoyed that i wasted my money. so she complained about me not attending the exam, while i complain abt me wasting my money. i this student so gone case one right... haha... but it's only chinese.. i dun think i'll be able to fish out much mks la.. even if i go.. but still, my overall % will mati man!!
Chem practical was ok la.. although i kept testing for all types of gases till i had insufficient time to write for the QA part...
wa liaow.. i actually not so sianz de lei.. but so many ppl telling me they v sian until i sian diao le.. i must not be sian. haha..
so i went JP and buy ppl's bday present.. such as jaime's one... then buy sushi.. let me eat it now.. im hungry.. :( i also bought a bracelet for myself.. its nice manz.. v diff from teh ones that i usually buy...
what else to say ar.... hmm... yea. i was making my hoem earlier and i was wondering what i should do. my first thought as usual was "study". but my immediate response was "no way manz". I am not so siao.
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1. I dunno why.. I feel very sian of studying actually.. i realised that it's the fact that i'm always in my room... and my room only has a bed, a com, and a place full of books. so what do u expect me to do la... study lor.. the internet is so boring these days...
but then again, whiel i was studyig for my MYE, i realised that life is completely meaningless if one should just go to sch, return home immediately and lock oneself up and study till night time. that's not called life manz. but then again, what am i expected to do? drag myself in front of the TV and stare at it?? Kao. that would be a torture manz... cus i will be worried for my studies half of the time. haha..
2. that's one. the 2nd is that i am seriously considering having quality studying instead of having "quantity" studying. cus i notice that i am getting very very tired le.. my energy is draining out and just before the MYE starts (where pl start their serious studying), i am extremely tired and i wana take a rest le. I was actually slowing down my studying pace when i noticed that everyone is gearing up! That was when i rely really woke up ad geared up my my exams like what everyone is doing.
well... that's a bad sign. what if it's Os? I can't afford to have myself slowing down my learning pace just before it. something which mrs koh pointed out to me during the hols' which i was too ignorant to listen although i was worried abt it. s my most fearful word is "burnt out". which mr ronie teo suggested de.. which freaked me out when i heard it.. then mrs koh then started using it too.. freaking me out even further.. sch reopened. and ms lim warned me that my mind will get saturated; i was thinking wa liaow... another word which i'm very fearful of. sigh...
so... that's about qualitity studying.
3. Next. i forgot le.. hmm.. ya. i realised that one really needs in studying is motivation, which comes from a simple word: interest. I find this term a very powerful one. With interest, one is capable of going to any extent of getting any work done. That's my belief. Argue it in any way you want la. but that's my belief. Without interest, it would be a misery to get something done. you may even call it a suffering. This is something where you take it or leave it la.. haha..
different people having different persepctive and hence resulting in different driving forces isnt it. i liek the part during BASICS lessons which mrs koh talked abt one's driving's force. i love it manz.
Enough of all these ideologies of mine.
now on my life.
well... my weekend was horrible sia. all AM. nutz. end the worst part is that i slept late that sunday night asking my dad AM qs.. and the big qs is...... i've got wed, thur, fri and sat to ask his AM qs. so why couldn't i ask earlier and leave it only till sunday late at night??? Goodness. terrible. this mistake shall nOt be repeated.
I spent my whole weekend calling myself "idiot" and nothing but "idiot" everytime i make a careless mistake, so much so that it looks like an unevitable action. another word that was used so frequently was "what the fffffffff.....". haha... i'm serious! haha.. but i dun say it out la.. haha... but it was all so frustrating for myself.
I just feel that this MYE is liek my EOY examination like tt... hai.. cus its so stressful! sigh...
Now, about... ahEm. about LF la... well.. i decided that it's pointless having another enemy.. i only can say that if that's the way she wants, so be it. but it's just making me pissed as she's acting as though i like her 100% and so is everyoen around her. i could tell that my friendship with her would not last. but i was surprised that it was able to last for so long.a ctually i have lots of things to say abt her la. but i'm in a good mood now. so i'll talk abt her when i'm at the right mood. haha... so i'll say abt her some other day.
Enough for today!! I'm so worried for my results! Arghz. hai... I am now foreseeing myself being so regretful le.. hai.. enough of that. let me try my best to ejoy myself! cya!
9.49PM... Ermz.. i spent my time chatting, etc while blogging hor.. anyway First Love by dunno who.. its a japanese song.. is so nice! =)
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