● @ Tuesday, March 28, 2006 ●
I was called a "bitch" yesterday, and i was so pissed. That was said by Jensen.... poor him.. duno how to take a rejection. but im not angry with him le. it only makes me step into my tombstone earlier.... I was also pissed from doing my em hw.. did the 'stretching' until wana puke man. cus i tried all my might and i ended up drawing some ridiculous sketches.
anyway.. what i had wanted to say earlier, is that lyefong criticised my manner of handling a group work for literature about a wk ago, and i was grateful for that. I wasn't angry as what lyefong had expected. it just made me more stress lorr.. that's all.... i don't see why i should be angry... but i just felt very stressed after that.
anyway.... there are so little hw recently... goodie.. haa... and we had a discussion on ways to have more time to study... cus we have our own personal time reduced due to the time that we spend for our FOCUS prg. But i was pretty amused by the range of ideas that the class suggested as there is a smiple solution lor... but i think mrs koh will say it out one day la...
anyway.. i'm sick of chatting with the teachers man. sianz. it's all about the dropping of physics, and me (my dad) sending a letter to MOE. I chatted with mrs koh a total of 3 times. One time with mr ronnie teo (he singled me out from everyone =.=). And yest during reccess, mr tan phuay eng talked to me. i was shocked.
i was making my way out from the canteen after buying my drink and he suddenly stepped in front of me and blocked my way, asking me if i had dropped physics. so we chatted for abt 5-10 mins, standing in the middle of the busy canteen. of cus it attracted curious stares. but my chat with him was pretty nice. he kept joking which made me laugh a number of times. he persuaded me not to drop lor... but i must say that he is the one teacher that convince me slughtly that i will have dire consequences by dropping it; followed by mrs koh.
so in other words, teh whoel inccident made me infamous. haha.. not famous la... haha... i must say that i'm closer to mr chan after the inccident; that's one. he will look at mwe when he teach; unlike the past where he like dun even give a *beep* to what i'm doing one lor. i think it's after my letters ba. mrs oei commented me as 'she knows what she wants'. haha.. and ya! My dad and I had a meeting with mrs oei, mrs chan, mr chan, mrs koh and mr ronie teo.
siao right.. meet the principal they all. but it was the principal who wanted to meet us.. and i thought i could get to sneak away.. haha... she diddnt scold me... but she kept staring into my eyes, and smiling at me throughout the whole 30mins? talk. but the principal and VP ended up knowing my dad better and not me, in teh end. cus he inventing something ma. and they wanted him to give a talk to teh sch, but firstly to the teachers. so diao. i was smiling away liek siao till mrs koh turned and looked at me, smiling of cus. but my dad was really humble and rejected it.
so the P and VP knows me.. and i'm now so conscious of myself manz. force myself to rush when i'm late, etc... so sianz. and the VP keep loking at me lor! cus my dad blocked her view of me. and u know what she did, she bent herself forward and look at me; no stare at me so many a times!! arghz.
mati man. haha....
i think nth else le la.... except all that unecessary attention i'm given. siao. no use one lor... i still insit in dropping. i even told mrs koh straight on the face that i'm a obstinate person. she got to know me much better after chatting with me thrice lor... and well.... she knows a bit of my mom.. i just told her tt im not close with her.. cus it was linked the phy thingy.. long long story...... i can be story teller ya...
sure say more abt it another day if im free. but i dun think i gg to do so. but the whole inccident made me reflect a lot. esp about teh advices mrs koh and mr ronnie teo gave me. mrs oei one i dun remb anything.. all crap. opps. =X mr tan one... well... im amazed how highly he thinks of me. nut i doubtful of his sincerity. cus wana make me drop ma.. so must make he happy right? but it really made me reflect!
I've got things to do. cya.
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