● @ Friday, March 04, 2005 ●
Just tell me
How would you be feeling
If people keep persisting in something
that seems so much like a fact
yet you have been consistantly
refusing to accept it.
Yet
deep down in your heart
you know there's
a slight possibility
of the things they say
to be a fact.
It may seem as a myth to me
at least at the moment.
But deep down in my heart
I know
that there is always
and
always a slight possibility
of a myth
being seen as a fact one fine day
I just have no idea what to think
and what to do
sigh..
I am simply stuck now
lets see some lit text now.. hmm...
Feel like i am now in a place that is full of clouds.
what can u infer from this? while clouds and not something else?
Really tempted to ans the lit qs...
cus i love answering such qs.. give away mks.
rather direct le.
hai..
me v confused.
why cant people be more considerate to others' feelings?
sigh..
i think they are simply too concern that tehey tell me..
ther frank yet crude opinions.
but if they know who i really detest at the moment (eR.. not priscilla)
they would not have told me abt it.
sigh.
hate myself sometimes man.
yo..
do send me for some memory and emotions,
to be washed up.
hai.
cant stand it.
plz.
hai.
i despise, detest and loathe my memories
at times.
som of them just sucks.
sigh.
I hate and love you man.
cus its not ur fault.
but its mine.
and so sian.
will be seeing that sis for every 4hrs.
mrning, recess, and after sch.
really sickening.
its not her
but the memory.
was having so much laughter with my trainnee chem teacher.. when she suddenly walk pass.
one glance was all we had.
and she always smile while i dun, after turning away.
sigh.
anyway...
Mr chan is a fantastic teaxcher man..
he thought me personally yesterday... thur..
i miss everything the trainee tacher thought the class.
cus mr chan was at the back of the class teaching me personally
he's really nice.
i salute him man..
he gives me the impression of a rather wise teacher..
one who's more wise than mrs jacob.
opps.. i think i would start liking this teacher more than mj one day.. haha.. hopefully not..
yesterday after sch.. so busy.
was looking for mj
while using the sch phone.
my that chem tacher walks pass,
tested me a chem qs.
jokingly.. so i gotta reply him..
than a few teachers walk pass.. they smile at me,
than i gotta smile at them.
following that my math trainee teacher..
duno why so inconsiderate.
jk...
ppl so busy,
wana talk to me
pass me ws..
thats why,
i was so busy after sch.. which was before my math lesson..
(we were given half an hr for lunch)
anyway, mrs jacob.
wealthy person man..
just commented to her just now..
since she had refused to collect any money from our class..
my hp v well used recetnly man..
so many diff msging me..
so busy.
and irritating actually. haha
me dun wana think abt the wrd msging.. haha.
anyway.. mrs peggy koh talked to me this morning
and said that she finds my dad a really charming man
and ones that can speak very well.
and my reply was "he v smart.. "
hee..
indeed.
i also duno what happen to my friend when the she started blushing the moment she saw my dad
shan't name who.. haha... cus she's my classmate..
and people says his eng is pefect.
therefore, i really hope i have tok lots of his genes..
in terms of his intellectual and character.
I simply admire my dad man...
so smart!!! and what a wonderful character.
let me end here before i sart giving u all the adjectives of my dad.
haha.
Savour Every Moment
