● @ Sunday, March 06, 2005 ●
Im really sorry if you guys are having a hard time trying to catch up from reading my lanky posts.. well.. I am here at this time of the day as I have just returned from a wedding at Orchard Goodwood Hotel. The bride is my dad's cousin.. she's a Chua.. sigh.. so she married off.. a different surname le.. so sad.. I find that sad for the ladies that when you marry off, your surname has to be changed by hook or crook. hai.
Judging from my prev entry
I shall leave it for you,
to judge my feelings.
Even if you guys dun get it,
i am sorry
I dont care at the mopment
cus
me rather down now
sigh...
anyway..
The bride is a really pretty young lady
I got to stand next to her during photo taking
haha
coincidence
but she placed so much mascara that it make her lashes look pretty scary
hmm
the dinner lasted from 9.30-11pm
wasn't that late
and as usual
only my dad & I attended
well.. This is my first time attending a wedding ceremony
as far as i can remember
the couple is a christian
well..
at the start of the ceremony,
they sang songs
and almost 20 table, out of the 30,
were not singing
as we are not christian..
Its quite interesting as i got to see all my relatives
the whole gand of Chua.
other than the ladies who were drag over to be called "mrs Chua"
or friends... if not.. the man's family lor..
and i noticed something
Its all in our genes
curly hair
sigh
and i detest curly hair
hai
nvm..
small issue
Stayed in dad's office to study this morning before that..
anyway, the words in the article of mrs jacob's one is super tiny..
size 6-8 i think
ridiculous as my aunt and uncle (Joven boss..)
could not read it as they were long-sighted too
like mrs jacob.
hence i really wonder how mrs jacob is able to read them off the paper..
feeling slightly depressed
but than..
i have plenty of books to accompany me
which is good in certain ways
as it keeps me preoccupied
now.. well....
i feel that i sond like someone
as that person had took more subjs to keep his/her mid occupied.
hmm.
no comments
god has gave me so many clues for me
to see for myself
there are far to many evidences
that are staring at me
for me to run away
i just cant hide away from them any longer.
hai
i really hate myself for making this choice
but i guess,
perhaps that would be better.
Okie. Me going to tell myself tis once and for all:
It's too bad,
and there is nothing i can do
like what i have always said:
"dun like means dun like. Like means like"
er.. tat was pretty slang actually.. allow me to make some corrections to it..
hmm...
Forcing someone when it comes to love, is never a thing to be done
slightly better i feel.. but.. i lost out some of the ideas le
nvm..
enough of my crap. hai.
Im done and
I have cut the accessories attached to the string into bits and pieces
though its a terrible job done
pls do not take my staements that were in bold literally
cus i would laugh at you if you do that..
That's al for today.
though i am making a decision that is rather important to me
but i dont think anyone cares
who cares about that?
no one does
and even if you do,
i duno what to say
sigh..
sorry abt me scolding you guys.
hai.
I am able to give uyou a 101 reasons,
why i should burn the whole string away
into ashes
nothing but that
and may the whole string just
disappear away from the whoe place
sigh
than what a carefree life the ashes will be
Wanted the reader that is you to settle what's the string i was refering to
but i guessi gave away in my last few lines
yup.. i gave the ans away..
hai
no comments
i dun wana talk le
cg picked up a conversation with me
and i am now wondering..
if.
i hould ask him 4 help?
but for the sake of someone...
hai.. cus no matter how much i try to cut the accessories away from the string,
certain bonding wil stll remain
sigh
anyway
i would appear to be talking trash if you dun get what mean by
"string" and "accessories attached".
wishing all the best for the couple on the 06/03/05
Savour Every Moment
