● @ Saturday, January 08, 2005 ●
here i am after reading my previous entry from my blogger.. hmm.. felt that i was talking crap towards the end as what i was talking was so confusing. hmm... Besides that, my censoring for my.. wishlist i think, went wrong. cus i had count the number of stars, to see if it had match my personal answers. anyway.
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Mon.... first day of school.... well.. all my teachers are the same as what mr ng had told me. =) mrs peggy koh who's my form teacher.. quite ok lar.. a rather nice and friendly one. pretty comical at times. hmm... i had 3 things which made me unhappy that day, was due to some class commitee, Mrs Jacob and band commitee.
i will be skipping the part on the class commitee as it really made me quite upset that day. however, the feeling of disappointment has been greatly subsidised by now. Mrs Jacob's class room is quite ok lar.. not much of a decoration for her class, but there is plenty of posters in the classroom of hers.
Due to this posters, she positioned some of the seats, in a way that the student's back would be facing her whiteboard. What a sucky seat. Thats the worst seat i have ever sat on. Thus, i call her class, a class which has sucky seats. btw, if i criticise something, i am criticising that parcticular action/ things and not the person instead. Its very hard of you to catch me critising jm and mj. hmm.. come to think of it. since when on this earth have i ever criticise or ever dream of criticisng him? Its really an outrageous thing to do- criticising him. Mrs Jacob.. yes; of cus. When i have first known her.
Not only does it has bad positioning, it is also a rare occasion that she will even glance at those seating on the first rows. This is due to the fact that she is suffering from long-sightedness. Thus, it would take her a great difficulty to even take a glance at thee first rows. That seat really s*cks lor. hai.. hmm... besides, im spoilt from having teachers to have eye contact with me during lessons. As far as i can remember, ive always been seating at the back of the class for the past few years. As you know, teachers always look at the back of the class de.. here comes the reason why i claim that the teachers will be giving me eye contact de.
anyway, mj lesson was really boring that day as she did not teach. But instead, she told us what she's going to be teaching in sec 3 and 4. This time, her lesson is one which cause the atmosphere of the class to be drowsy due to silence. Insetad of us being silent due to attentiveness. Well.. This class of mine is really silent. A little scary initially, but i got used to the atmosphere after a while. A rather nice and quiet class.
Th teachers expectations on us were rather high. Now, i finally understood why mrs jacob had discouraged me from entering the first class last year. hai.. Firstly, the work load is a lot. Th eteachers gave lots of assignments. Secondly, since we are in the first class, the teachers too, expect a high standard from us (even when we are struggling me so many subjects). In terms of academic and pschologically. hai.. Thirdly, it is due to the fact that we are required to handle all 10 subjects. (i have no idea why people call it 9 subj.) And lastly; these subjects are rather new to us. Thus we need time to be able to cope with the subjects.
However my reasons that caused my unhappiness, was not cus of the s*cky mj seat lar.. haha... its cus of something else, but its related to mrs jacob. Not talking about it. On a brighter note about her, she had placed the magnet i gave her, in her classroom. I had gave it to her due to some reasons. I sms'ed her the night after the babeque while i was walking home. since we were chatting. Thus i just brought the matter up saying the i wish to give her this present, asi feel that teh teacher's day present i had gave her was quite a dumb one. THence, i asked her to treat this little gift of mine as her belated teacher's day present.
I brought the magnet with me everyday i came to school after that. There was finally one day i met her. I passed it to her. And her first impression was money. .............. It was the lamest thing i have ever heard from her. I gave her one of my desperate looks at her and of cus, raising my eyebrows. anyway, on the magnet, its written that she's the best teacher ive ever met. something like that. I had brought it a Jurong Point.. It merely cost 3-4 bucks i think... Its not as expensive and lame as what mj has thought of.
Which part of her classroom has she placed my magnet at, well... to my classmates (since theres only 2), find it yourself. I had only saw it after a while on my first day. Cus i felt extremly sleepy. Thus i entertained myself by looking at her classroom. And i was quite surprised to see my own magnet in her classroom.
After school, the band falled in to know our band position. I was extremly upset after that event. But im not affected by it at the moment. =) rather cheerful but tired now. Aloysius is the Drum Major and Lyna, the Band Major. For the head QM, its fareez. Actually, quite expected. Firstly cus tanshin had gave me some hints le. Secondly, since the day after the endurance camp till that day, my instincts kept telling me to give up the hope of having a QM post. P4erhaps this is partly due to the fact that tanshin adviced me to expect for the worst.
Hmm... and before mr wong announced fareez name, i heard him confirming with jasmine if its him a not. hai.. no surprises though. But i felt rather insulted that day, as i feel that im treated as if i have been of no help to jasmine all these while, and i am just something so extra. Cus Aloy is the DM. Hence he obviously cant be the QM. And i am not even the assistant QM. despite all these words, i am feeling nothing at the moment. Just wish to finish typing my events for these week asap as i need to do my hw later.
It turned out that i am the assistant secretary. The head is Felicia. The only person without a post is Mitchell. i am feeling sorry for her. sigh. anyway, after a talk on the phone with tanshin, i found out that i am supposed to have another assistant post initially (she refuses to tell me). Hmm.. and aloy is supposed to be the BM.. but ms tan had objected the idea saying tha boys are supposed to be the dm.. following that, she told me the reasons behind why felicia is not the BM. a little sad actually.. I just feel that somehow rather theres a little discrimination act involved. Despite how logical it is.
Again, i sleep after a shower when i got home as i was in a bad mood. I was really fumming mad that day after school as i have no intention in wanting to be the assistant secretary. But come to think of it, i had wanted teh secretary post when i was sec 2. Thus was a little disappointed when i was appointed as a QM. I suddenly woke up that day, having an urge to get out of bed and to use the internet. (Btw, my mom is staying with us at the moment. Im still trying to think of my stands for the qs i gave a few mths ago- Is it a pro or a con for my mum to stay at home with us?) Do u notice i have yet to say my reasons behind my mom's problems? hmm.... i will say it one day, when i am ready.
so.. had this sudden urge to use the computer to go online. i finally realised my reasons for doing so, when i saw jia ming online. he really brightened up my whole day/ week alot. After reading my previous entry, perhaps i should make a correction. JiaMing does not always make me unhappy. sigh... will talk more about him another day. anyway, he so cute and adorable. I do not know why... but i just feel that way recently. hmm.. so cute!!! esp when his face is =.=.. so cute!!!!! better stop before i cant stop myself from getting estasic. haha..
so cute. enough, kelly. hahahha...
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tue... no idea of the events happening.. can only recall that i had stayed back after school in helping to do the packaging for the sweets thats for the CCA Open house. I spent my whole afternoon standing in ms portia's classroom cutting the wrapping paper for the sweets. i really did a disastrious job cutting. as i was really tired and a little impatient after a while. heyy.. i am standing while the rest were sitting down, wrapping them leh. obviously tired... stood from after school till 5-6 plus like that.
But it just came to my realisation that day, that i am under christina.. as shes the head secretary for this yr. hai. anyway, i will be doing the attendence, feli on notice board and radhia on excuse chit.
I gtg now le.
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