● @ Monday, December 13, 2004 ●
Here i am again... haha.. Going to write from the 9, which falls on a thur till 12 which is on a sunday, and is also our yesterday.
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thur and fri... work for my aunt. Friday was the last day i had worked for her. Did some packaging for her company.. since hers is a lithography one, their company earns by printing and making things.. Hmm.. Sometimes when you attend workshop, wont you be provided with some nicely made folder containing all the books and materials needed for the workshop? and obviously someone has been doing all these for us right?
so.. i very sian lor.. cus im the one doing that job for my thursday. of course with some of the other workers help. but.. hmm.. after doing this job, which is really not easy as you got to make it quick (300 in total) yet nice. well.. I am more appreciative for the things that i see in such things in which people have to use thier hands to make them. so.. very sianz.
But at the end of the day, my aunt gave me the books. welll....... They are fantastic!! Both internally & externally as its the beauty on the external side of the book and its rich with knowledge in the internal side. The book is about the 7 habbits for youths. Very interesting. They teach you the ways of thinking... hmm..
Habit 1: Being Proactive (Take resposibility for your life)
Habit 2: Begin with the end in mind (Define your mission and goals in life)
Habit 3: Put things first (Prioritise, and do the more important things first)
Habit 4: Think win-win
Habit 5: Seek first to understand, then to be understood
Habit 6: Synergise
Habit 7: Sharpen the saw (Renew yourself regularly)
felt very enegrised and motivated after reading it. I do not know why.. but i just felt like sharing with someone. hai.. is it possible? i do not even know about that. Im just tired of taking inititaives everywhere i go. People always seems to rely on me, and not themselves. opinions always come to me, and im tired of thinking. Sometimes i wonder why can't poeple use their brains to think for themselves instead of always asking for my opinions. God gave us a brain to think, thus we have to use it. I always preach those phrases but changing them to ears, or what soever to my juniors. I'm flattered by my friends' allowing me to make decisions for themselves.
But only if they know that i am doing this everywhere i go. Thus, that will no longer be any fun. Very sian you know. People can't take their own initiative. I must say something or instruct them they know what to do. sian.. Perhaps what my dad said was true. he oncve said that tall people are often a leader to the rest. hmmm.. perhaps that's true. hai.. but i guess to some extend. hai..
I just want to say that i am sick of always taking my own initiative to do things. Especially for things like all of us wish to go to the same destination. Yet you do not wish to contribute to our road of success. whats this.
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friday.. last day lor.. nothing much also.. hmm..
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saturday.. went out with my pri school friend since she wants to go out with me. sian.. still must make an appointment to go out with mingyan and xingfang. hai.. im too busy le. hai... anyway.. went out with her. i do not know why.. but i have a taste of adult clothes rather than teenage ones. I do not know why. haha.. anyway.. brought myself a brown ladies skirt and 4 ladies blouse. These purchase of clothes led to my friend's disapproval as she does not like clothes than look so formal. dont ask me why.. but i really like clothes that look mature. seriously... my mindset is always to be mature in all ways. so i guess i have a taste of clothes that looks mature sub consiously.
following that, she dragged me to IMM to catch duno who.. haha... i think Wilber Pan... cus he want his signature. sianz............................................... thats all i can describe about the whole day. haha.. used the net and a girl whom i knew online, wrote me a friendster testimonial. well... im extremly flattered. she calls me a "chio-bu" LoL. me? lol.. if u say i pretty.. i still can turn a blind eye. chio bu? lol.. really very funny leh. hahha... how embaressing. haha.. the first to say im pretty was cg.. cus he said i have a nice face. okie.. the second was.. hmm.. some people online.. who seen my friendster pic.. er.. last yr.. lol.. the most recent one is my aunt's maid. she met me.. keeps calling me pretty, sexy, and whatever... haha.. so lame.. hee.. followed by this girl lor.. haha.. im flattered.
anyway.. mr wong and ms portia tan has friendster. haha.. added them le.
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sunday.. yesterday.. good.. cus i not time le.. need to go out with celestine. woke up quite early.. went to my house downstairs to had a haircut. hahahaha... isnt this soo wierd.. cus i had wore till so nice to cut my hair. haha.. spent an hour in the hairdresser.. first time in my life, cutting hair is such a long experience. a messy hair came in and a neat cute girl came out. lol.. how thick. really.. just feel that i look cute. hee.. but my dad says that i look more mature. haha!! took one photo with radhia yesterday, and i love it. hee...
so.. went to esplanade with the band. Only a few turned up in this so-called "compulsary" concert. ha.ha.. anyway.. felt wierd.. cus i wear till very nice plus a new hairstyle. ;) Actually right.. my attire quite simple lar.. hmm.. a tube inside, ladies blouse, ladies skirt, ladies jacket.. hmm.. ya.. and necklace + braclet. Its that simple. nothing much right? than i duno why hor.. everywhere i go most heads turn. Especially the guys. Guys smile, and girls would stare. er................ so interesting ar? i duno also.. not say im wearing mini skirt plus.. say.. spagetti? anyway.. i dislike mini skirt alot.. and im not going to wear spagetti unless i have a jacket. haha..
when we met up with everyone le.. aloy, mitchell, feli, khairul and rachel started asking me why jiaming not there.. they said wasted. lol.. lame.. anyway.. i noticed that they wanted to take a pic of me. hope i had hid on time. =P hmm.. i noticed i getting more and more self consious. hee.. =_= anyway, the performance was fantastic. they had skits, etc.. and even a percussion performance. Very nIcE!!!! Double the time better for the combined jc concert i went the other day. that was was sianz lor.. abit nice only..
after the performance, we met up with mai and christina. Since they had sat for the concert earlier.. i heard rachel whispering to christ ears about my attire as christ had just mentioned about feli's formal attire. christina's reaction was like so unhappy and she gave a short and unhappy "ya i know" voice. see also not happy ma.... ahahahaa.... so pleasing.. to hear such remarks. why...... cannot ar? had i wear till very obscene? lol.. if thats the case shes talking about? i think shes showing more skin than i do. cus shes wearing a spagetti plus a mini skirt. besides, im not showing any skin at all.
my attitre very offending meh? haha... how funny. Its formal. thats all... theres no need for her to give me those kind of looks. hmphz.. anyway.. forgot to add something about her in my last entry. i cant stand her. she make herself liek she like someone. But in actual fact, behind this person, she is actually just making fun of him. Firstly, im disgusted by her actions. And secondly, how can she do that to him!!!!! hmphz. I get very pissed off when someone does something nasty to him. sigh.. guess im too protective le. hai.. crazy me. anyway.. I do not liek christina. However.. theres always this quote for me to think about: " The man who treats his enemy sincerely well, is the best person." but of cus, i have edited it alot. haha..
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