● HELP!!!!!!!!! @ Friday, October 08, 2004 ●
ha.. seems like a long time since ive last sat in front of the computer.. hmm.. haha.. im aware of my chinese final year, paper 1 and listening comprehension results le.. hmm... like what i said the other time, im of no surprise, if ive done badly for my paper.. sigh.. well.. its true.. but.. hmm.. im not much affected lar.. just plainly consious that this mark is 40%.. and its included in my percentage.. sigh.. but.. good grief. hee.. Chinese Language is not my streaming suject. if it is ar.. wah.. can die le.
Note that the Chinese paper & compre is term 4 de; whereas the overall & history is from term 3.
Chinese paper 2: 41/80 (51.25%)
Chinese Listening Comprehension: 12/20 (60%)
Chinese Overall for the Chinese Spelling taken so far: 19%
History CA (40%): 78%
but im mildly surprised that i had passed my chinese paper 2. wasted.. unable to achieve full marks for my listening, when its the easiest to score.. sigh.. i better make sure i do well in my math paper.. since ive spent my time so devotedly on studying that subject.. history, is a surprised.. cuz i thought i will be scoring a usual 60 plus. better keep it up... my chinese spelling one ar.. haha.. a joke lar. i was in a complete state of shock upon seeing my overall.. haha.. but.. thinking again.. hmm.. expected lor.. hai.. though chinese might not seen much of an importance.. however, i there's still have a feeling of uneasiness and anxiety in me... sigh.. but ive got my reasons right...
Mj's mood still remain as foul as ever.. looks like i prefer Ms Solastri's Literature lesson to Mrs Jacob's science lesson.. hai.. cuz mj keeps scolding.. hear le, v sian.. but.. gotta appreciate all teh teacher's presence... cuz school's ending soon le.. sigh.. collecting our report book on the 8th Nov (sec 2s only).. Promotion day is on the 28th of Oct. But sec 2s need to attend.. school's ending on the 29th.. hai.. teachers like Mrs jacob, Ms Solastri & Mr Mohan.. and perhaps other teacher's too.. hai.. they are all good teachers.. J, S & M.
Aloy's so wierd recently.. just feel that way.. cuz the way he talks to me.. different from the way he usally does.. ms solastri is always as nice as ever.. haha.. cuz im currently sitting next to the door, at teh back, corner of the class room. thus it is rather easy for anyone to talk to me. aloy walked passed, during Ms solastri's lesson.. duno why he had the guts to call my name. haha.. anyway..
seriously.. i find that ms solastri is a little seelfish over the notes she let us take down in her lessons.. not that i am blamming her.. cuz i see a reason behind her action, he banning us to lend people of the other classes our notes.. when she walked out of the class, she told me bye, and told me to study hard. i was initially bemused by what she said.. but felt touched of her actions after she walked away..
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seems like there's going to be huge changes, from effect of next year...
1. there will be no classrooms for students. Each teacher shall own a classroom of their own. WE would be the one moving about; instead of the teachers.. (what? like University or poly? JC i duno lar.. she must be out of her mind..)
2. each lesson will last for 55 mins, instead of the usual 35mins. thus, school will be ending very late everyday..
3. students who absents themselves without a valid letter or Medical Cert, for thrice will be striked off the list.
4. only 3 (or isit 5?) letters will be accepted in a year. the rest must be proven with a medical Cert.
5. Change of school uniform (this is not by next yr.. but will happen sometime later..)
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i think the worst and the most torturing change is that we students, are the ones, supposed to be moving around the school instead of the teachers. i feel that it will be a waste of time lor.. sigh.. this will mean that no personal tables, classroom, etc.. sigh..
helped lyefong to photocopy my science assement book de science notes.. sigh.. anyway.. almost 100 pgs in total.. it costes 3 bucks.. haha.. quite a god price, isnt it? hmm.. that was last night.. following that, went to Shop N Save to help my dad purchase something.. had this tendency of going to teh chocs section, everytime i enter a supermarket.. cuz i dont enter into one frequently.. haha.. i was like staring at the chocs jia ming gave me.. smiling.. luckily no one was with me.. hahahhahah...
ugh.. a little short of money le.. left with about 20 bucks.. sigh.. cuz had to buy M card, return tanshin 10 bucks, lended lots of ppl money.. ugh.. nvm..
my mind is currently too diverted le.. duno what i wana say le.. cuz my classmate (first position im my class) and i, are talking about streamings.. our deepest darkest worries for exams.. hai.. moral of the story: study hard, and smart. try your best, and you must have the confidence in yourself.
had english oral just now.. mingyan came to my house before that.. cuz teh oral starts liek 2 hrs later.. i feel that my friendship with mingyan is a rather melancholic one recently.. i guess she knows i wish to enter the pure science class... hai.. and.. hai.. i dont wish to continue talking about this. but.. no matter what, i will still want to go to the pure science class. i really cant imagine whats another occasion, when im so determined to get what i want. hai..
i thought once: "what if ive failed to get my desired results?" my repky to myself is:" than better study hard & smart, so that i would not need to disappoint myself."
i simply do not understand some people. wa liaow.. 3 person asked me to write testimonials for them.. wonder why they are thinking of these, when exams are starting next thur. to be precise, 5 nights to study only.. wana rush off with all the 3 testimonials le.. cuz i dislike disappointing others.
btw.. my english oral.. hai.. a complete, disatrious one.. anyway.. whats doen cannot be undone right.. why disatrious. cuz it all overed so quickly. my picture one.. hai.. i was so indecesive over my comments.. anyway. i think i know why that aloy recently treats me differently.. cuz he asked me in msn, if im still with jia ming. dot dot dot. on further questioning, i realised he was thinking that i was going steady with him..
really cant be bothered with this now. im consiously aware that ive not msged him for a long tiem le.. but.. i very busy and stress now!!!!!!!!!! and i dont wish to be angry with him.. cuz he makes me unhappy with him, 75% of e time. not tt im blamming him. dont blame anyoen except yourself. remember that. cuz its always possible that you had contributed to that unhappiness of yours.
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