● wish to let go. but just.. don't know how. @ Thursday, September 30, 2004 ●
how funny.. i was planning in my head, how im going to sms someone.. meanwhile, actually wanting to persuade him to come online.. to my surprise, he was online le.. but i did not noticed it till i checked my mails..
im feeling so tense, worried, full of anxiety. ok... i admit.. i have my limited vocabulary okie.. haiz.. actually.. i know i have loads.. ut.. it takes me great difficulty to think up of a complex word.. just got to think.. but why waste time over a word..
tmr.. english paper 1 and 2.. the day after tomorrow.. chinese paper 1 n 2.. haiz.. seriously. im not prepared for my CL paper.. haiz.. and.. that fact is making me nervous.. haiz.. been concentrating too much on my math.
feeling stress.. haiz.. wondering.. my face can tell meh.. that i stress.. haiz.. my eng teacher made me so paisei during her lesson this afternoon.. asked in front of the whoel class if im allright.. cuz she said i looked very stressed. following that, the whole class, turned around, and looked at me.. i no choice. but gotta look out of the door.. haha...
so.. here's my wishlist for my exams:
1. ability to get into the pure science class
2. having a single digit class position in my class, 2e2.
3. getting 70% and above for my percentage..
4. having a better class position than priscilla
5. doing far better than LF in other subjects.. so that our average is almost the same. well.. thats tough.. her chinese is 90 plus, which pulls up her average.. and mine is just 60 plus.. haiz.
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