● @ Monday, September 13, 2004 ●
10/09.. missed 3 episodes of singapore idol for the past weeks.. first week, if my memory doesnt fail me, its a day after myy hp was lost.. and i felt too distressed about it.. so i forgot totally about the singapore idol show... only realised about a week later -lol.. second and third time, i think im too busy to remember.. ha.. finally remembered about it last night.. hmm.. quite interesting.. anyway... was watching the show, and studying science.. when it was boring.. haha...
felt rather lethargic yesterday.. so very sian.. why studying science.. haiz.. feeling a little panic and nervous now.. gotta study my sci, lit, math and chinese.. still have loads to study.. ugh..
was organising my msn msgr contacts.. deleted quite a number of ppl.. cuz i also duno them.. but it was quite interesting as i checked who had either blocked or deleted me.. but understandable lar... cuz these ppl i also dont really know them or even talked to them... so.. all right... did lots of transfering in contacts.. transferred lots of contacts which originally belonged to "band", to just "schoolmates". haiz.. alot of them... shows that lotsof ppl had left the band isnt it? sigh..
anyway... one of my junior left the band recently.. haiz.. vivian left.. haiz.. at first, ci en.. than sarah... now vivian.. sob.. left 4 sec ones in my section... bUt... luckily a sec one came to my section a few months ago.. she may have came to the band late, which cost us quite alot of inconvenience, teaching her.. bUt. i think she's a good junior to have.. cuz she nEvEr skips band practices de.. yup. never. i like her passion in band.. hmm.. and i think she's quite good as a sec one.. considering the fact that we do not always have the opportunity to teach her. yet.. she managed to identify and play the notes pretty well.. hmm...
11/09.. was opening the fridge yesterday.. saw the box of chocs. suddenly, i asked myself: how did that benson knew jia ming gave me chocs for my birthday?? i diddnt tell him... and the only band members i told was radhia.. and that was aftr benson asked me.. hmm..
accidentay drowned an ant yesterday.. felt sorry for it.. and it's friend. was poring the jug of water into my water bottle.. they were drinking our water (Yee YuCkS!).. and when i poured it, without realising.. the ant was drowned... haiz.. life is so easy to be gone.. within one moment, it might just fade away.. haiz.. just got to cherish our life to the fullest isnt it? haiz.. one moment you are here.. the next, you might be gone forever.. sad..
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13/09.. wa laow.... i was really shocked to death man.. this morning.. and felt rather tenesed up and stressed.. found out that our final year exams are just 2 weeks later!!!!!!!!!!! what the??????????HAI.. im now struggling in my revision for my term 3 exams... all thx to the joseph thingy.. now the whole school (sec 1,2,3) will have to suffer... having our term 3 examinations, after the sept holidays. what the lor... im struggling for these term 3 exam revisions..
and now, term 4- final year exams are just in 2 months time.. what... haiz.. but i noticed that MJ diddnt tell us about it... though she had the chance.. haiz.. well.. i will still have to face the reality some day.. no point trying to delay the time about when you are going to break the news, Mrs Jacob.. haiz.. looks like there's not going to be any enjoyment, right after this term 3 exams.. siGh.. depressing lar.. stay at home all day round...
and this is my streaming year....... haiz.. i better stop saying.. haiz... so.. anyway.. my english exam is on a saturday, the following week, after next week. chinese, saturday.. haiz.. AND. that mr WonG. He better reduce his band practices dates.. tell you the truth.. we are actually wasting our time going there for so many days.. cuz the attandance is so poor.. haiz.. sad to say.. not productive lar.. haiz...
had our english exam today.. just comprehension.. easy compre.. but sad one lar.. haiz.. its about beethoven's life.. never knew he had lived such a miserable life.. haiz.. hopefully he was happy before he died.. hmm.. i can recall everything if you want.. the whole chunk of compre.. cuz i summarised it plenty of times.. first time, i wrote in pointer form.. second time, in a whole passage... which i tried reducing the number of words... third time, was a formal one.. the one which i handed in.. well.. there was plenty of time anyway.. i spent almost 45 minutes doing this (last section).. felt sympathatic for him.. and qs wnated us to summarise what difficulty he went through in life.. that made it even sadder.. cuz there were plenty.. his deaftness... ppl lost in interest in his music as he became deaft... shrinking circle of friends, failed love life, etc..
there's still hw.. sigh.. eng, history and math.. i was so mad today during math lesson... as for the first time, mr mohan is telling us what topics will be coming out in our coming exam.. which is on this wed.. very last minute right? UGH!!!!!! only chapt 9 to 12!! no chapter 15!!!!!! chapter 15 is trigonometrical ratio.. when i asked him before the holidays, he answer was yes.. now, no. and i spent my whole afternn yesterday, studying on math, chapt 15!! and now, he tell us it's not tested.. what???? i asked when i heard it.. haiz... what a great way for me to waste time... haiz.. time is precious these days... dont think ive much time left le.. haiz.. ugh.. haiz..
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