● @ Friday, August 27, 2004 ●
woke up late again.. well... lets put it this way lar.. ever since my hp was stolen, it was quite hard for me to wake up on time.. so.. hee.. my friend passed me his hp, earpiece, and hp charger this morning.. thanked him profusedly.. one problem. haiz... he needs his hp back next tue! cuz it's teacher's dae celeb day, so he needs it to communicate with his classmates.. and the problem here for me is that cuz i need to contact with my pri schoolmates too... haiz.. and my b'dae lor.. k.. nvm.. his hp.. he's aldreday kind enough to lend me le.. haiz.. anyway.. found one way of remembering my own hp num. look at it this way: 8104-8304. hee. this is so much more convienient..
last 3 periods of the day was reserved for cleaning up and decorating the classroom. sure enough.. haiz.. just as expected.. MJ wanted us to do a good job. gave us rags to clean the table.. i am teh one who's going to make the card. haiz.. last minute stuff again. how? monday no school for our school leh.. cant discuss... tue celeb le.. and today is friday.. but i passed the hearts, (my drawing and cutting, but not my idea) around the class.... and.. haiz.. with MJ in the class.. sigh.. no choice...
mrs jacob insisted that ppl are to help with the board deco stuff... unfortunately less than half of the class were walking around, helping. only shuqing, jaime, yi ning, ka po, shu min, xing fang, priscilla, fiza, farah, shikin, celestine, zhi wei, nadiah and myself. 14 ppl only.. all girls; no boys. i really wonder: don't they feel embarressed sitting down watching us doing all these, without helping?
as for me... i was doing 2 things. notice board and teacher's day stuff. cuz when MJ said she wanna teh classboard thing to be done, i got her hint. haiz... seeing that im so busy, the rest got to their feet. woo.. taking their own initiative.. =) prisc asked me to settle the teacher's day stuff.. can leave the classboard things to them... cuz she said that i look so busy.. always moving from one end of the classroom to the other.
really less busy with their help... spent a hard time asking ppl to write for MJ heart thingy.. cuz one heart per person... msg to Mrs Jacob for her teacher's day card. only 35 hearts.. cuz 5 of them were absent.. 3 from joseph.. 2, absent. joseph students need not attend for school today.. cuz tmr is their big day... 40th anniversary..
we did all these till almost 1hr after school ended.. well.. of cuz.. lots of ppl left le.. uz MJ left the class.. and lots of students left the place at their own accord. haiz.. about 2 plus.... MJ came to the class... less than 10 students including myself was left.. everywhere was very tidy... except my table.. it wa full of books, and papers.. MJ so nice.. hee.. cuz she asked someone to clean my table for me, while i cleared my table. so messy cuz lots of ppl went to my table... i had brought coloured pens... so very messy.. and my table is the place to collect staple bullets, papers, etc..
radhia was there.. she later told me that she noticed that the way MJ talked to me in class was quite caring.. that made me wonder why she said that.. hmm.. looks like she feels the same way as me.. i feel that MJ treats me slightly different from the rest. haiz.. hee... and.. well.. coincidentaly, i treat her different from the rest of the teachers.. ha.. u can tell that by looking at what im going to give the teachers for teacher's day.. ms solastri, is confirm will be given a card.. im still considering Ms Yang, Mo Moahn, Mr Ng Wee Cheung & Mrs Valarie Ng.. anyway.. these teachers will only reciecve a card. but MJ will be given present + card. er.. biased? well.. as ive said before.. not in this blog.. "in my opinion, everyone is biased. it's just a matter how much favourtisim u show, which leads others calling u- biased."
anyway.. the way MJ spoke to us, i duno me or who lar.. cuz she spent most of the time talking to me.. well.. changed radhia's view of MJ.. cuz radhia had only seen her scolding- that's all. haha.. in the end, radhia said that if only her form teacher is Mrs Jacob. anyway.. anyone who dares saying something bad about Mrs Jacob, well.. they can sleep le.. cuz i will be listing down all her good points. hmm.. looks like im crazy about 2 person at the moment- Mj & jM. hee... anyway.. MJ really scold till very horrible. that was teh worst scolding my class had ever got. she scolded our class, the way she scold other classes, when she gets really mad with them. haiz... that was really scary.. usually it was more of a comical side, than horror.. but not today's scoldings..
something uneventful happened today.. among the clarinet section, sec 2s... meaning between radhia, prisc, and I. haiz.. it started off when mr wong cancelled radhia's and my inviitation to SP for the WITs project. haiz.. than we very sian.. dun wana go for band.. from such a small issue, it turned out to something unimaginable.
within minutes, radhia and prisc were talking about quitting the band. cuz we felt that band very boring. i kept telling them that i feel like quitting, but im not going to quit.. yet.. they kept putting me into tehir scenario.. groan.. i say band sian.. wana quit.. doesnt mean i want to right?
the worst thing is that both prisc meant what she said. haiz.. radhia very influential leh.. she doesnt know how to stand on her own rights.. well.. my advice to ppl who are friends with prisc. u must have a mind of ur own. cuz prisc is someone who can really influence ur thoughts and change ur mind about something... so.. gotta be strong.. haiz... very sian.. so i dont really enjoy hanging around with priscilla..
radhia- she say she's the worst player, so she dont mind quitting the band (gRoAn.. hAiz.. really no comments..).. Priscilla- she feels that there's no justice among the seniors.. they like me, dont like her.. and im very sick of her always telling me that im a future leader. for godness sake. she wanna be leader, say lar!
i just simply dont understand why some people are just so unsure of themselves.. and.. priscilla... one thing about her.. she's someone who's too rashless le.. she does not think of the consequences of doing things.. she told joyce, that we (and i said- leave me out), wanna quit the band, without thinking. yes.. she tmr not coming for band.. she have her piano stuff.. but what about radhia and I???? we've got to face the seniors tmr.
and i duno what's next.. i just know myslef, that.. yes.. i agree.. band is boring...BUT. i will stilll refuse to quit the band. 1. my heart is with the band. 2. the band size is so small.. we quit, who's there to replace us? got to be more thoughtful.. not so self-centered (tt's what i wana tell radhia n prisc) 3. what a waste of time.. sent a whole year leaning musical notes, playing the clarient, etc.. 3. if prisc and i leave, who's there to teach the sec 1s when joyce and tanshin is busy.. 4. i'll really be disappointing tanshin & another person.. haiz.. 5. what CCA am i too join?
tomorrow is the 40th anniversary.. sigh.. but.. i will be coming.. hee. will be msging someone later.. =) haiz.. shit. forgot to ask mr mohan for my math tb again.. better remb to ask him tmr.. haiz... 2 more weeks to exams.. sigh... and i gotta settle the class celeb with MJ.. haiz.. now, looks lie no one is interested after the monitress talked one whole chunk of stuff. haiz..
so.. left the school.. of cuz lar.. did not go for band today.. soo radhia and i, feeling troubled, went ginza togethr.. ate at KFC.. than for the thousand times- "i look thin cuz it's my genes, not cuz of my level of food intake." sian.. cuz she was rather surprised at my appetitte.. sian.. hmm.. went big bookshop.. broug a card for ms solastri and paper for MJ.. cuz i wana write letter to her. sounds stupid? we shall see...
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