● @ Thursday, August 19, 2004 ●
very hard to wake up this morning.. though i was determined not to be late today.. haiz.. todae is quite a solemn one lor.. haiz... hmm... told my dad about my hp thingy yesterday.. expected reaction.. surprised, yet not angry. hee.. he made me much more cheerful after my talk with him... he really lighten up my mood a lot..
brought teenage magazine on the way home yesterday... cuz i wanna distract myself. cuz i know that i defitnetly no interest in studying nor doing hw.. but found out later that i was too distress that i wasnt able to even read my favourite magazine. haiz.. when it was almost midnight.. and felt better, i just sat on my bed to read the magazine.. btw. its september issue de.. hmm.. very interesting. for girls, at least. haha.. i recommend that issue. found out that im depressed... k.. and what need help.. dot. cuz i dont think i need help. haiz..
one boy.. the one who lost his cd yesterday.. who's a rather simple minded boy, wanted to lend me his hp, to use. but ive got to my my SIM card first. i was simply too atshonished when i heard that. i kept asking him if he was serious.. on the further quetioning from mingyan, i found out that he's so willing and volunterily, wanna lend me his phone cuz mingyan scolded him yesterday.
after his cd was stolen, he kept venging his anger on mingyan. thus making mingyan rather angry. in the end she scolded him.. and compared himself with me (ugh..).. she asked him why cant he be like me.. (=.=) hp got stolen, yet i did not complain a single word.. (=.=) than mingyan said the importance of my hp.. say i need to contact band members.. (she knows that im the appointed person for the section..) i felt so touched when mingyan told me this.. sigh.. what a nice friend.
well.. i also duno.. haiz.. the sad part was at the end of the day. haiz.. the dm called those ppl whose stuff got stolen, to find him outside general office.. we knew he was the thief le.. haiz.. Qiu Yuan and another girl.. both from 2e4. all of us felt so angry with the two of them. some got back their stuff... but not all. anyway... the dm said that my hp was found with one of my classmates. mrs j gonna settle that issue with me another day. well...... i was speechless. mingyan asked me what happened to me.. haiz... im just to surprised. to think that i have such a classmate...
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