● @ Friday, August 06, 2004 ●
told mrs jacob that i, neither my parents are going for the 40th anniversary dinner.. haha.. what for go.. we are not any sort of alumni.. besides.. 60 bucks is expensive.. haha... mrs jacob says that 50 bucks is for the dinner.. 10 bucks is for a glass chess set.. she was visibly disappointed when i told her about that.. but.. no regrets. cuz she's also not eating with us.. i mean.. on the class table.. cuz she's one of the teacher organisers...
ha.. there's less hw than expected.. cuz we've only got a science ws and an eng wb to do.. and as you know... the exercises in the wb is quite simple.. but the science ws is hard.. cuz there's some calculations needed... which most of us do not know how to do. cuz we do not even understand the lesson. haha.. i feel that this is a rather good news- few hw. not cuz i can do other stuff leh.
it's cuz i've got more time to do my revision.. and of course, my math hw. LOL. tell you.. hahahahaa... actually. hmm.. should not be funny lar.. haiz.. k.. well... for math we are not doing graphs.. so need to use graph book right? erm.. haha.. i have a total of 3 graph books.. well.. ermm.. haha.. for my hw, i've only completed finish the first book... the 2nd book right, i've not yet started on my hw!! and now we are in the third book le. haiz.. meaning that i've got at least a whole book exercises worth to complete. that is why i always tell my friend that i've got math hw everyday.. cuz i cant catch up. well.. im not suppose to be the only one actually.. but it looks like im the only one like this, cuz i will leave page after pg, for the qs and ex ive yet to do.. whereas, my classmates, will ignore the fact that there's work to be done.. so they just dont do lor.. and leave no empty pages.. to complete another time..
the training female teacher of ours, wanted to collect our math graph book yesterday. unfortunately, we're having our math test at the time.. so she went table by table, to collect. when she came, i gave her my first book.. but not the second.. she wanted to take it away, but i pulled it back. haha... so we were pulling the book.. haha.. so it looks pretty comical. i begged her to let me spent this short break doing my hw.. than she told me she wanna mark. than i told her, "you want to mark, there's also nothing to mark. cuz i've not done it at all!" in the end, i won. haha. so stupid..
Band... sectionals.. than full band.. than we left the school.. cut through the block of HDB flats... than march on the pavement next to the main road, to school.. we carried our instrument along.. haha... sounds stupid? dont ask me. Ask mr wong. haha.. than tan shin asked me if i want to stay back to watch the joseph performance.. me finding it always quite hard to decline her invitation, accept it..
following that, we went to the hawker together.. luckily.. only the two of us.. not more. cuz if not very noisy.. i told tan shin once. "anything more than two is a crowd." well.. that's my own opinion.. though this is not true, in the society. we packet our hokien mee to school.. mrs jacob told my class that the josept performance is starting at 8pm.. but.. it started at 6 plus.. thus.. tan shin and i missed out a fair bit. we reached school at about 10 minutes before 8.. well.. it has aldready started. so we ate our dinner on the third floor outside the band room table.. it was rather eerie eating there.. cuz other than the light on top of us, everywhere was in a complete darkness... she told me what mrs jacob's form class gave her for teacher's day last yr.. u know what?? a puzzle of a jacob biscuit.. that's not the point. the point is that it's has the height of a person! can you imagine how tall is that? oh gosh.. how is my class going to give mrs jacob a better present than this?
the joseph performance is really great.. worthwhile watching it.. just that the sound system is not very good. cuz there were times when it had some glitches.. at the end of it.. tan shin's mom drove me home.. some thing which i simply duno why i must take a car home.. cuz my house is just so near.. and.. it's getting late le.. her mom must be wanting to get home early.. but tanshin insisted that i have to take her mom's car home..
06/08/04. k.. im in the least interested in saying today's events.. not that the day's events is bad.. just that im not in a very good mood at the moment.. anyway.. wei xing told me on msn a few hrs ago, that mai told him a few weeks ago that i like jia ming. enough said. Is liking jia ming more than my senior something wrong? not say it's a deliberate thing.. if it's a deliberate thing, well.. a person would have given up a donkey months ago le. why the h*ll go and like that person for so long?? rIdiCuLoUs.
another thing.. this thing right.. im sure 90% of the people in the band knows le. excluding the band mebers.. so they need not add fuel to a burning fire right??????????! i duno. whatever. and i dont wish to care. just that im angry with whoever who tell others that i like jia ming. i have nothing against mai.. but.. i dont blame her for doing so..
but frankly.. im angry at the moment not fer this reason. it's cuz of someone.. ha.. and ive just mentioned this person's name. go and see lor. but i see no reason why im angry with him.. haiz.. but i know very well that i will be depress, later.. cuz it's always history repeating itself.. at first im angry with him.. after that.. i feel so d*** hopeless... so i turned out to be depress... well.. history always repeat itself... cuz no matter how angry i am with him, i know that at the end of the day, i will still love him alot.. haiz.. im siao lar.. it's so obvious who im talking about.. yet... i refuse to say who isit. well.. im going to cancel some people's membership soon.. cuz not safe lar.. haiz..
like my previous entry.. "life's simply too miserable". but why make it so miserab;e for ourselves to live?
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