● @ Monday, August 30, 2004 ●
28/08.... went for band.. 2pm.. while walking to the bus stop, was thinking if someone will disappoint me.. afetr a final thought, i told myself "yes, he would be disappointing me today" duno what am i talking? nvm.. besides i doubt much ppl read it abyway.. too wordy le..
reached there.. the depression among our section continued (sec 3s and 2s).. hardly any smiling faces.. haiz.. tanshin talked to we sec 2s a couple of times, and im sick of it.. anyway.. christina made me really mad with her that day... the whole music room was quite quiet.. when joyce brought me into the band room... without closing the door, christina yelled at me... okie... fine.. haiz... ya ya.. i admit.. i was in the wrong.. forgot to bring something.. than she sended me to the toilet.. anyway.. i felt so embarressed. lets put it this way.. i'll feel less angry: it's my fault she scolded me.. and.. it's true. it's something evitable, if i've done something..
went through the same old pieces for like the thousand time.. the bad thing, is that it's only a few of them... so more sian.. following that, ms tan gave us new song to side read.. she was quite angry with us.. cuz her expectation was higher than reality.. sectionals... saw mr mohan on the second floor... went to collect my math tb from him.. hee.. my book!! missed it..
when to the porch/ floyer around 5pm.. Mr Er and Mr Neo came to tanglin and listened... nice of them to do so.. all of us were sweating profusely.. so warm.. and we repeated the tanglin school song for almost.. let me see.. 10 times?? serious.. so quite tired.. lots of us had to paused a while before continuing.. i had to miss the susa's clarinet's solo part.. cuz my lips were rather tired le.. better not to play, than to risk having any squeak.
ms tan and mr wong was quite happy with the band.. mr wong gave us choc.. everyone wana stay back and watch the joseph performance.. mr wong got food for us.. er.. yes, that's nice of him.. but.. lots of ppl feel that the food wasn't edible.. the rice was hard and cold, the veg was soggy.. i took a first and a last bite of the vegetables.. quite yucky.. the only edible thing is the nugget.. but i we ate half only.. cuz gotta share.. i shared with tanshin..
tell u frankly.. i did not watch the joseph performance.. when it started, tanshin and i stayed in the band room.. i cleared the qm drawer.. after that, very sian... so i played the piano.. following that, we went outside where the band was, watched the performance... i wasnt watching.. cuz i was sms'ing.. to my dad and erm.. hee. jia ming. so... ya... that's all. so i spent my whole evening sms'ing.. while listening to the hp radio..
after that.. mr wong wana us to fall in inside the music room.. with our bags on.. than he talk........ talk....... talk. at last.. can go le.. all of us were starving.. 10 plus le.. we went to the hawker centre at ate our dinner.. unfortunately, lots of stalls were closed. nvm.. hee.. i ate carrot cake and roti prata... the rest said i had a huge appetite.. true arh? hee.. wow... reached home almost midnight.. went home with aloy and amnita.. but than.. still quite scary.. cuz aloy and amnita, they lived closer to the road side.. but my house is quite deep inside.. so.. a long way to walk in.. came home.. dead tired. now i know why the principal made monday a school holiday for us... haiz.. my mom called me last night.. wished me a happy birthday... sad..
29/08.. yesterday.. woke up very late leh!! haiz.. wasted.. anyway.. hmm.. went to my grandma's house.. hee.. got red packet from her and my gugu.. b'dae present.. hee.. my gugu gave me 100 bucks.. 50 bucks come from my grandma.. haiz. usually she'll give less than that. i hope she's not giving me 50 this yr cuz she's feeling inferior... haiz.. anyway.. watched the VCD... teh day after tomorrow.. it's so nice!!! that movie is full of suspense.. but.. very exaggerating.. i find it a little touching..
i guess i wasted almost like 6 bucks contacting my classmates.. sended out lots of sms.. this is the first time, when ive so many multiple msgs from different ppl.. they really floood my mailbox.. cuz i gotta sms to them regarding today's outing.. we are gathering together, to do do mrs jacob teacher's dae card. i keep calling it b'dae card.. perhaps cuz we're giving it on my b'dae.. which is tmr.. hmm... time flies really fast..
brought the plastic boards for the card yesterday.. and foolscap paper.. and teacher's day cake with my dad.. temporarily used my own red packet money.. the cake cost 48 dollars... and i had a heated argument with shuqing- my class treasurer through sms'ing yesterday.. usually, sms'ing, makes me happier. for the first time, sms'ing made me angrier.
haiz.. she told me class fund not enough money.. ive helped her by anouncing to the whole class to pay 2 bucks each.. total, 80 dollars. everyone paid the 2 bucks, for the teacher's day thingy.. wanting a cake.. than she used the teacher's day money, let otehr ppl use it to buy class decor.. that's not the bad thing.. they spent 30 dollars!!! and these money ate into teh class money for teh teacehr's dae thingy..
than now, she's telling me what not enough money.. haiz.. complicated.. she started teh sms'ing first.. at 12am.. we smsed till 2am.. both of us were equally angry with one another.. anyway.. she only knows how to collect money. no sense at all.. collect.. that's it.. duno how to think. ppl pay for what? cake lar.. than now she blames me for buying cake.. what is this?? haiz..
30/08.. woke up this morning.. by an sms from my primary schoolmate.. she told me tmr is my birthday. she even capitalised it. er.. haha.. cuz i remember my own birthday.. hee.. she sounded panicked.. hmm.. haha.. dont be panick.. long way to go (in minutes) to my birthday.. lol.. anyway... as i've always been saying.. It's the thought which counts.. always.
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