● @ Thursday, August 12, 2004 ●
11.06.04.. The night before, erm.. meaning, 10/06- 11/06 morning.. to tell you the truth, i did not sleep. cuz i was studying science till 4am like that.. than i also have to meet a friend, early in the morning to teach her science.. so fearing that i might overslept, i did not sleep.. besides, if i sleep, i can only get an hour of it.. i find it wierd that i had not felt tired till 4am like that.. last time, i get tired very easily.. than past few days, very energetic..
i went to school, obviously feeling tired, but surprisingly, not as tired as i've thought.. went to school... taught lyefong first.. than ka po came.. than teach her lor.. okok..mingyan seldom ask me science qs.. till exam period.. but.. i knows that she wanna ask me de.. but just too paisei.. haiz.. what's there to be embarressed about? there's nothing abnormal asking your friends for help..
this day is quite a serious one for me.. cuz duno why i thinkied alot that day.. when i was in the d&T class.. doing our practical. its quite irritating, having to listen someone talking continuously, when you wish to do some quiet thinking. told mingyan my thinking for.. erm.. another issue about how we as humans always think in life.
i felt really upset when lyefong told me that she wanna break up with her boyfriend. haiz.. reason 1- cuz lar, ppl break, not good news right? unless she's ditching a rascal- lol. reason 2- hey.. my memory for what happened to me abt a mth ago, isnt that bad right.. haha. duno why ppl recently keep going to me for problems or situation with someone whom they love. haiz.. tell me anything except the word "love". cuz.. the wound has yet to heal. even if it does, a scar will remain, isnt it? haiz...
science class test during form teacher's period. haiz.. i was so angry cuz i thought the part on electrical uses, etc were tested. but it did not.. haiz.. the paper, like the light test, tested basically on fundamentals. but.. not very good for me. haiz..
went for band.. feeling not very happy, yet tired and sick. so i did rather poorly for drills.. found out that i could not play a single note. cuz ive got an ulcer.. and it hurts alot, if my lips try to grip.. cuz my teeth will be pressing on my ulcer.. haiz.. in the end, i sat in between the sec ones.. guiding them while they play the songs.. we'll have to play the school song, on the 40th anniversary..
tanshin just reminded me yesterday, that the saxophone concert is on this sunday, and not the next. haiz... pity not the next... if not someone will be coming.. sigh.. and my throat got worst. now got infection le.. so my voice sounds very wierd. like a guy's voice. ugh.... im a girl; not a guy. slept quite early yesterday... 10. haha.. though i was quite tempted to do my math hw. but tired le...
12/06... today. guess what? haiz.. slept last night, without setting alarm clock. and i woke up late this morning.. lucky im not meeting anyone this morning.. reached school 8 plus. haiz.... the clerk in the office confiscated my ez-link card.. go detention after sch. sigh.. walked back to class.. first lesson of the day- Ms Solastri lesson... omg... when i went in, ms solastri reaction upon seeing me, is something i had least expected. She broke into a big smile, and gave me a big welcome. okie... haha..
than during lesson time, she called me "Keil". er... okie.. haha.. than she asked me some qs, not regarding about lit a few times. than me, sitting at the last row in class, got to really shout across the classrm. haiz... it sounded very funny.. cuz u know, ive got throat infection le. so my voice sounded really hoarse. everyone was laughing..
yea!! i managed to finish one chapter of exercises, for my math le!! yeah! can proceed to next chapter. haiz.. shit. tmr chinese spelling leh.. 3 chapters leh. haiz.. dead le.. and the teacher was looking at me, when she said about the spelling. haiz... i must not let my chinese pull down on my average!!! haha. im intending to work on my lit and science, for an A1... a high one.. so that able to push up my average.
after school, mrs jacob talked to me. i felt really angry for the first time, after talking to her. cuz she said something which i really dislike hearing. firstly, she asked me if im all right anot.. am i sick.. than she asked me if im eating (what the... of cuz!!) than i told her it's my genes.. than asked me about today.. k.. so guess lor. what she said which made me really angry.
met ms solastri in detention.. she gave me a kind of really nice looks.. those kind of caring looks. especially when someone asked her why her voice sounded wierd (she's got a cough too.. than infection too...). than asked me if im all right. hmm. i've got a shrewd suspiscion that she and mrs jacob has been talking about me.. cuz the both of them duno why suddenly like very the close to me.. mrs jacob, maybe the same lar.. cuz she's all the while like that. but suddenly slightly closer.. wierd. haiz.. hmm.. i must not fret. haha.. and what for fret. heehee..
when ive got a fever, lots of ppl in my class got it too. now, ive got both cough, leading to infection & ulcer. now, lots of teachers and classmates have cough. oops. hopefully not i pass de. but it's a very bad thing for my throat infection. cuz i cant sing... haiz.. and singing is one entertainement for myself.. or should i say, the only one, other than using the computer and, sms'ing- thing which i dislike doing the most. cant see lar. so.. dont fall sick! like what ive told someone..
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