● @ Thursday, July 08, 2004 ●
Tuesday night.. wah.. tired man. haiz.. slept at 2am.. haha.. cuz.. study science.. im simply obsessed in science lar.. mrs jacob also made the lssson quite interesting.. haha.
Wednesday.. sian. that priscilla bring her clarinet liao... than not comming 4 band... haiz.. so i help her take... well.. duno y ppl always like tt one.. funny.. wierd, if you ask me.. haha.. whenever, there is a group discussion.. whether i am in any group, my members would like look at me... exppecting me to lead the group... sian.. that's what i noticed.. cuz there was once, when i suddenly decided doing nothing, or saying nothing, when we have a group discussion.. guess what.. my mebers were not talking anything about the project.. most of them look at me.. some ask me:"so do what?" funny.. haha. come on ppl.. take more intiative lar. dont always presume that i am the leader of the group. I very sian one.. There's defitnetly times, when i wannt to be quiet right? haiz...
Mrs Jacob ar.. sian.. haha.. i know when she will call me to answer her questions liao.. heehee.. when no one wants to answer them, or if not.. ppl keeps giving her wrong ans... haiz.. such a difficult situation.. cuz y ppl dun wanna ans leh? cuz hard and difficult right? haiz.. than still must ans to her qs.. so.. i must get prepared.. if the situation comes... what stupid things im saying now.. mr mohan going to give us to a new teacher who is on trainning.. haiz.. sob. for 18 weeks.. that's what he said.. haiz..
Mrs Jacob than, dismissed us pretty late.. Follwing that.. i've got to look for ms lillian leong.. had a long talk.. chat? no lar.. haha... talking abt the botanic garden thingy.. frankly speaking... me can't wait for that event.. haha.. i also duno y.. haiz.. next sat... will be missing band.... that week's friday will have alumni pract.. haiz.. than vivian called my hp.. wah.. waste myself lots of $. haiz.. i think should be all right lorh.. haiz.. cuz.. i'm suppose to find out where my section members are, if they are late/ not comming for band.. haiz..
Found that a guy in my class likes me.. whatever.. it may not be true... haha.. i hope it isnt true... but.. i regreted sitting opposite him, when i was having my lunch in the canteen.. haiz.. cuz i noticed that he was watching me, when i was eating.. crazy.. so.. felt quite awkward.. than he told me that the girls in our class are much more mature that guys.. haha... that's obvious right? haha.. we girls noticed that.. but i'm surprised that a guy would even notice, and admit that too.. than he asked me a stupid qs.. why.. haiz.. obvious right? haha.. girls gets mature faster than guys... cuz.. blar blar blar.. lol.
It's been a long time since i last fall in, for band practice, or going back home.. i've only got the chance to do so, at the end of wed's band practice.. I was and am, surprise that jasmine want me to give the typed out instrument check list to ms tan and mr wong.. why not aloy? hmm.. i found that wierd.. not that i'm complaining.. haha.. haiz.. wad lorh.. the band is going to march while playing music, on tanglin's 40th anniversary.. haiz.. sian.. i dislike marching while playing music.. still remeber how sian, and tiring it was, when rs taught us.. haiz.. must remember joseph songs.. haiz.. ok.. all right..
My clarinet tone isnt too well recently.. gotta buck up.. duno y i feel that there's competition all over the place.. haiz.. among we clarinet sec 2s, to play better, and in my class.. due to the class position thingy.. but.. it's more among the top 10 students in the class.. cuz.. our percentage are quite close with one another..
Ate my dinner in the market with someone.. a sec one.. got to protect the identity of this person lar.. haha.. cuz this person told me, that he/she feels that radhia's clarinet playing is like an august sec one playing.. haiz.. cuz he/ she noticed that whenever ms tan want us to by ourselves, radhia would defitnitly have difficulty playing.. haiz.. i feel very sian and sad about this situation.. haiz.. i'll give no comments.
Thursday... today.. haiz.. all right lar.. lots of hw again.. esp ms solastri and mr mohan's lesson.. tmr band.. haiz.. ugh.. yet to pass msg to my section members abt the time 4 band tmr.. haha.. i noticed that mrs jacob is a forgetful person.. haha.. haiz.. for the first time, i do not understand her lesson.. firstly, i've yet to revised fully the part she has taught before her.. haiz.. secondly.. very hard to understand.. complx.. she even said that lots of her students had difficulty understanding that too.. haiz.. nvm.. will ask my dad tonight.. haha.. i will seek the chance, when i see it..
glad that i had received an email in reply. haiz.. but i got to read my own email again... hmm.. i'm still thinking of what to reply.. hmm.. still feel sad lar.. but less frequent.. haiz.. but will immediately feel sad, if u mention love, or whatever synonyms, or phrase he has said.. haiz.. the worst is to say his name lar. lol.. but it's something inevitable... lol. the last group of ppl i want to let them know, is the band. haiz.. dont feel like talking about it.. haiz..
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