● @ Friday, July 30, 2004 ●
tue.. I felt so stressed up todae... haiz.. during basics lessons.. everytime diff thing de.. last tue, and the previous one, it's someone, which i kept thinking.. today, exams. haiz... i wonder y im so stressed up.. haiz.. i nothing to say lar. haiz.. after recess, mrs jacob was walking behind me.. than when i entered thru the back door, i accidentaly.. or was it deliberately? i duno which.. slam the door open.. haiz... cuz i duno also. i felt that i was quite confused.. both in vision and mental.. haiz.. so duno what im doing.. than i got told off by mrs jacob.. so i walked back dizzily to the door, avoiding mrs j's eyes, to open the door.. haiz..
mrs j must be wondering what's the matter with me. haiz.. damaged my own reputation.. im not going for band tmr... haiz.. and i gave my own excuse chit to tan shin today.. haiz... felt v sad when i walked to the bus stop after school.. haiz...
lyefong came to the conclusion that the person who tagged nonsensical things on my blogger, is priscilla.. cuz that person fits into the criteria i gave.. which is.. : a classmate, might be a band member or know them, and someone who knows that i like jia ming more than a senior..
haiz.. lets not jump into conclusins so quickly.. haiz.. i dont want to think abt all these. haiz..
wed.. lyefong told me that she lost $300 of hers.. haiz.. ive warned her before le mar... haiz.. cuz she told me last time that she bring that sum of money with her to school everyday... haiz.. and place it in her bag... and our classroom door lock is spoilt! haiz.. when she told me abt that solemn news, i really feel like hitting her head. haiz... cuz how stupid can she be. sure will get stolen de mar!! haiz... my moral of the story is, ~no matter how impossible some things seems to be, dont ever be too sure. cuz you can always be the one of the million. Never be so sure.~ haiz...
after school, i felt so lonely!!! cuz i've got to go clementi town sec alone for my bioinfomatics course..haiz.. 10 students from tanglin will be going... well... the course quite intersting lar.. but.. rather similar as my bio course at nan hua.. so.. i understood better while the teacher were talking.. well... clementi town sec is really an old school... i think they need to upgrade the buildings lar.. the area is quite small... and buildings are all quite old.. im not used to it, in the least bit. but well.. at least i get a clearer view of which school has a greener grass..
After the event, which ended at 5 plus, i went back to school.. haiz.. for my band practice.. very tired.. haiz.. when i went into the band room, i found myself staring at a new teacher.. mr leo isit? i also duno.. haha.. anyway.. lots of people dislike him.. from my 30 mins view of him, he seems to be a rather demanding person.. haiz.. hope he's not staying here for long.. haiz.. duno why recently plenty of ppl ask me if im all right.. haiz.. i hear le v sian.. but.. i appreciate their concern.. in this kind of situation, they will not recieve any verbal reply.. they will only get a mere smile from me. haha.
at the end of the practice, felicia wanted to have her dinner with me.. so.. ok.. we ate together, with christina. to my horror, wei xing came too.. haiz.. ok.. sometimes.. i prefer eating with people whom im not that close with.. cuz in this way, we'll enjoy our meal better.. our meal will be full of laughter.. whereas, if im eating with a close friend.. well.. our conversation will be rather serious.. not so much jokes.. which usually comes from me.. i notice that ive this tendency, of sub-consiously, saying some rather funny things.. haiz...
after having our dinner.. we were about to walk to the bus stop.. when felicia decided to drop by in the band room, to see the size of the alumni band.. well well... rather small, i must say.. but not surprising.. haha.. glad im aware that jiaming's not coming before hand le.. so.. no surprises!
while walking home.. i met aloysius, walking to his block.. duno y most of the time, if i walk under his block, than will see him de..
thur.. todae.. well.. in the morning, we've got to go back to the band room to keep the percussion from the music to band room.. cuz the alumni forget to keep the percussion.. nvm.. than the day pass very fast.. but.. i v tired.. cuz i did really had a very nice night sleeping.. erm.. cuz i slept at 10 plus.. woke up automatically at 12am.. than sleep at 1am.. woke up at 2.. sleep again.. than at 4am.. sleep at 5am.. woke up at 6am.. than forget it.. wake up for school le.. what am i doing ar? cuz one whole stack of books mant to be revised and for hw, were on my bed.. so i just curl up and sleep.. than do.. haiz.. that's why v tired.. haiz..
for science lesson, we went to the lab.. my friend told me that we need not do the last qs.. than mrs jacob walked pass us.. i was abt to ask her, than i say.. :"haiz.. i think i dun wanna ask le." later after attending to other ppl, she walked to me, asking me what i had wished to ask her. well.. im surprised that she heard what ive said. a few minutes later, she stood behind me, looking at my ws. i started giggling. cuz we had kept away all our expiremental objects.. yet no answers were writtnb in my ws..
the reason was simple.. cuz my partner celestine and i were not able to set up the circuit.. too complex le. haha.. when mrs jacob saw thatmy ws was empty, she wanted me to set up in front of her. so with some guidance of hers, i managed to set it up.. than eng group discussion.. my grp duno why no ideas like that. haiz... so all the ideas came from me.. haiz..
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