● spider man 2.. @ Monday, July 05, 2004 ●
There will be a class gathering at Holland Village later.. 2pm.. my class is meeting Ms Ng Li Hui.. haha.. more of a hush hush event lar.. cuz sudents are not supposed to go out with teacher, without the acknowledgement from the principle... haha... but.. i will not be going.. haha.. cuz..
1. I want to be alone... i'm not that sociable today.. besides.. i so not really want to mingle around..
2. feeling quite down.. how to enjoy the class gathering? haha.
3. There's lots of work undone. Haiz.. lots of hw this weekend... haiz.. I've still got article summary, compre, chinese, math, science ws, Lit ws, history ws... this are only hw.. i still intend to revise science. haiz..
Ok... forget it.. fine.. mr wong knows that i like jiaming.. fine.. all right.. i want to know who's that person, who has told him. mr wong told the sec 3s, that jiaming himself told him leh.. but jiaming said he has not told mr wong anything.. haiz.. i trust/ believe jiaming.. aiyah.. i duno lar. this matter, abt mr wong knowing.. i've got nothing to do about it.. besides.. this is such a minor matter.. so.. i need not get bothered about it. what's it, compared to the yesterday matter?
anyway.. on the night of the syf opening.. in the bus. mr wong was sitting in front of me... lots of ppl were listening to wei xing's ghost story.. but as far as i'm concern, i'm not interested at his story.. and neither is mr wong.. mr wong was sitting in fromt of me, in the bus.. well.. i was actually thinking... haha.. thinking of someone.. well.. than suddenly, mr wong turn his head behind, telling me:" kelly, u always seems to be in deep thoughts" haha.. than asked me what i was thinking.. my reply was.. "just thinking". than he told me that it's always good to do some reflections.. haiz.. i guess he knows what's in my mind. sigh..
talking about reflections.. haiz.. decided to email someoen later.. haiz... about my own relections.. haiz. Haiz.. really felt like chucking away my hp yesterday.. haiz...
cuz.. all these while.. i only use my hp, to sms someone... taht's all... if not.. to reply soem ppl's msg.. haiz.. haiz....
yesterday.. watched spider man 2.. haiz.. what a waste.. cuz feeling quite sad.. so did not really enjoy much of it.. haiz.. worst thing is that there was some romance in the movie.. and.. why am i sad? cuz it's about love.. haiz. true... i need time before i can msg someone again.. haiz.. his msg came when i was watching spider man.. well.. i really dont feel like replying.. haiz.. so... i did not.. haiz. i need time.. haiz.
reached home at 11pm.. haiz.. had everything done liao.. shut myself in my room.... haiz.. i started crying... haiz......................... felt really sad... haiz.. sorry, jiaming.
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