● @ Saturday, July 24, 2004 ●
Saturday.. when i woke up.. i was thinking of him.. haiz.. hopping that he would reply me.. haiz.. but my hp inbox was flooded by tanshin's and radhia's sms... haiz... than found out that cg called me the night before.. haiz.. duno why.. i never respond to him also... cuz.. i was too busy with my thoughts and emotions.. haiz.. but.. nvm.. wait till cg call again lorh.. haiz.. 48 days to exams.. haiz..
i'm not coming for band this comming wed... asked mrs jacob about it and the 4oth anniversary on fri evening at the parade square.. she was watching the joseph rehersal... when i talked to her, she gave me the same caring and concernm looks of hers.. hmm.. i like that look in her eyes. haha..
haiz.. i duno how to teach the new clarinet sec one lar.. now i understand why isit so troublesome for seniors who has to teach them, when they come into the band later than the rest... haiz.. that's why i do not know how to teach her! or rather.. where to start.. haiz.. than that priscilla also don't want to teach.. haiz.. than radhia... sec ones complain she like never teach, or isit duno how to.. haiz.. left me lor. my section sec 2s have 3 person.. in the end, duno the other 2 person for what also.. so only 1 person to teach all 4 sec ones... haiz..
than on sat, ms tan want me to play some parts in the SOE for the sec one in front of the whole band.. haiz... i did not play that well lar.. haiz... but the better part of the day, was when ms tan tested my whole section during water break. she tested us outside the band room, B flat scale, to highter octave. well... i managed to play something acceptable, to my opinion.. after i played, ms tan sayed aloud: "Bravo! My american Girl!" and whatever things.. haha... and i grinned at her.. haiz.. sian.. she always call me american girl.. haha.. later ppl thought i'm really an american. haha.. than she said all sorts of compliments. haha..
i noticed i'm treating lots of guys these days rather coldly.. except jia ming. haiz.. dont ask me why.. just that.. i duno why like despise them or what.. except the guy mentioned above... no offense, k .. and.. that wei xing ar.. very irritating.. that's what i feel.. he kept following me all over the place.. till ive got to tell him off.. every corner i go in the band room, he would follow me.. very irritating... haiz.. so i no choice, but i got to tell him off..
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