● @ Thursday, July 15, 2004 ●
Monday... I'm sick.. haiz.. got fever.. took my temperature during mrs jacob's class. haha.. well.. 38.3 degrees.... so.. felt quite cold.. and hot... than dizzy.. quite hard for myself to keep my head up.. cuz i feel like resting my head on the table... i think mrs jacob knows that im sick... so it's all right for me to rest my head during her lesson, once in a whhile... than when i rested my head during mr elvin leong's d&t lesson... he asked me a qs... he asked:"u work part time job arh?" er.. haha.. i was quite surprised when he asked me this qs.. cuz not lar. if i work part time job arh.. want to die liao.. so busy lioa.. still want me to do such things arh? i so scared of that guy who likes me man... scary.. during recess, he kept asking me how's my fever... etc.. when he walked away, i was rolling my eyes.. i do NOT appreciate his concern.. haha. sounds bad of me right? haiz.. who ask him lorh.. like me.. more than a friend. tOo bAd.
so.. quite a suffering moment... ermm.. not moment. haha.. like it's forever.. haiz.. than after that have another of mrs jacob's lesson.. well.. more of her yelling at us lar.. cuz she was quite mad with the class.. cuz more than half of the class failed in a ws she has given us.. well... she said that we had failed cuz we were nmot bothered of looking at the tb, for the answers. ermm.. ya.. quite true.. cuz when i was doing the ws, i was at the alumni's pract.. haha... so.. did not look at the tb.. the wierd thing is that i pass, without looking at the tb.. ppl fail, looking at the tb. ironical, isnt it?
mrs jacob conduted a science lesson after school, for the weaker students.. though i was not invited, i wanted to go.. but..i felt to sick to go.. haiz... so i went straight home.. than after a quick shower, i slumped onto my bed... cuz my head hurts... woke up at about 8 plus... than still feeling rather sick.. so fell asleep.. haiz.. missed my lunch and dinner..
tuesday... still have fever.. and feeling sick.. so.. didnt come to school... haiz.. but felt slightly better at about 8 plus in the morning.. so.. i studied science, and did the hw i had to do, the day before.. haiz.. there's supposed to be 6 lessons of mrs jacob that day.. haiz.. so sad.. have to miss all of her lessons..
wednesday... 10th day after an incident which happened on youth day... reached school at a rather late time.. haiz.. can say i've been reaching school rather late recently.. duno why after that 2 sundays ago.. youth day... haiz.. haiz... if you can read what's in my mind at the moment, than you're smart.
away from that topic.. haiz.. well.. erm.. ya.. so feeling much better when i go back to school... felt as if it was monday..
haiz... so much hw... can die!!! esp math!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now we are doing linear graphs.. or whatever.. well... i've missed out so many of the exercises... so have lots of blank pages, to be done... haiz.... alot lorh!! haiz.... math really can make one, go mad. than.. sway sway.. today is the guy who liked me, de birthday.. than suddenly during history lesson, a boy sitting at the same row as the birthday boy, called my name.. he held something on his hand, saying that the boy gave it to me. Me, forgetting that it was his birthday that day, freak out, and refused to accept. lol.. lye fong sitting next to me, laughed hilariously.. haha.. than i remebered that it was his b'day... that no choice accept lorh.. but i felt my face all red. cuz when i decline the present, i recalled later, that the boy was looking at my facial expression.. and i even freak out lorh.. haha.. when i took it.. it was a bookmark... lye fong kept laughing, and say "oooh.." cuz..... my bookmark had a heart shape. and i found out later that im the only one who a bookmark, with a heart shape. whatever.. coincidentaly.... haha... i ever brought that exact bookmark for myself before...
after assembly.. found out that mrs jacob is conducting another afetr school science lesson... haiz.. i knew it's for the weaker students... but.. i had not meant to steal mrs jacob's attention away from them... haiz.. i was just there cuz i wish to get more knowledge. haha.. the lesson, consists of only 4 students: Mingyan, Cheryl, Junfu and Koon Peng (lol.. almost frgt his name).. Hopefully they are not the worst science students in my class... haiz..
So when i told junfu that im comming along, he informed mrs jacob about it. And i noticed that she isn't too happy about me, comming along too... and i knew the reason, at the end of the lesson. She started teaching the fundamentals... which is pretty boring for me, cuz ive asked my dad about it.... but.. nvm.. i enjoyed answering to all her qs. This is the part where i felt pretty awkward and extra. -serious- cuz.. everytime mrs jacob ask us a qs... none of them seems to know... haiz... so.. i no choice, reply.. but quite fun lar.. she ask, i ans.. ask again, i answer again.. gee.. all right. lol. and.. yippee!! next monday science test on the chapter light... cant wait for it.
i was quite used to it.. as mrs jacob have this tendency, of staring into your eyes, for as long as possible, while talking to you. when i first had a conversation with her, i could not withstand it.. cuz feel quite uncomfortable lar... her eyes will always linger at your eyes, and never look away from it. Even as you look away, hers will still be looking at yours.. but after having lots of one to one chat with her, i felt quite used to it... whenevr i felt a little uncomfortable, i would either smile in agreement, or nod my head. hmm.. wonder why she never feel uncomfortable.
so yesterday when mrs jacob was teaching us, she still looked into my eyes for so long... but.. it's still all right.. cuz it's not a chat, but teaching this time, and it's not a one to one talk.. but she very pro. haha.. cuz when she was having one of her "staring" incident again, i rubber my eyes.. and guess what, she bends herself, level to my covered eyes, and talked to me.. lol. first time i see a teacher so persistant in teaching her students.. haha.. So.. learnt lots from her lessons.. thx mrs jacob!!! muakz. haha...
due to teh mrs jacob's lesson.. i was late for band.. but it's still all right.. her lesson is valuable to me... when i went for band. Guess how many people?? 10 band members, including myself. Rachel, Christina, Mai, Aloy, Jasmine, Mitchell, Shelly, Lena, Sin Lee, and myself! 1 ufo, 1 horn, 1 cornet, 4 flutes, 1 clarinet. That's all!! Hahaha.. so.. they never fall in.. than we set up instruments.. for full band. hahahahahaa.... a 10 man band. no lar.. not the whole day like that.. all the sec ones were late..a nd one new sec one band member.. when mai saw teh new sec one boy, she immediately wants to persuade him to join her section. haha.. but he joins the cornet section. well... luckily.. ms tan did not come.. but in replacement, mr tan came. haiz.. my section 3 person sick.. the other say what she has to do lit research... like i dont need to do.. for godness sake; we same class lorh.. nvm.
Towards the end of the practise, extremly funny.. funny to witness, i should say.. haha.. that cassandra v bad leh.. she go and scare mu junior, vivian, that her skirt got lots of stains.. in fact, alot. Vivian, upon hearing that, became rather frantic. but.. at a greater look, she found that it was just a prank. Hilda, hearing the commotion, went toward vivian, asking if she has the pad. Than hilda wanted to pass vivian the pad, from her pocket. jasper hearing that (=.=), told hilda not to lend it to her. they started pushing it to and fro. haiz.. than guess what, the pad dropped on the floor!! LOL. what an embarressing thing for hilda lorh.. haha...
reach home.. dead tired. thursday.. today.. a huge amount of hw to be done.. and duno why my classmates so forgetful one.. mybe only the boys ba. haha... notice: If i call a male boy, it means that i feel they are v playful, not mature, in the least bit. But if i call a male guy, that means that i feel he is at least more matured. haha.
lessons today not bad larh.. but mrs jacob and mr mohan quite mad with my class today.. maybe can say cuz of some of the boys fault. for mr mohan lesson, the boys talk too much. for mrs jacob's lesson, one boy duno how to answer a simple qs of hers, about refraction. So simplE!! why he duno? Siao arh? haha.. haiz.. than mrs jacob have this new Bio outing.. haiz.. she said she got to select 3 students. unfortunately.. mrs jacob said, looking at me, saying that she can't chose the same people... got to give others a chance. haiz.. ok.. understandable.. haiz.. she's chosen me twice, out of two outings.. so.. i 1 outing never go.. shouldnt be that bad larh. haiz.
The new math teacher that mr mohan is going to pass us to, is so... how am i to discribe her? is her talking... when mr mohan left her to the class alone, for 1 whole lesson.. the class turned upside down. and she.. said words like "Wa Laow!!", "U ask me, how i know?" and she said lots of slangs.. well.. i turn a blind eye.. but luvkily she's not our english teacher man.. haha.. haiz.. it's quite unpleasant, listening, to priscilla, being defiant to the teacher. haiz.. she kept arguing and setting deals with the teacher.. haiz.. i wonder why we have this kind of students on this eartth.
Yoo... got some tips from mrs jacob what will come out in science test.. i asked her a qs, after the lesson, and i got the ans. haha.. though i never ask her directly lar. hahahaha...
SHIT LAR!!!! Our term 3 exams will be after the 1 week september holidays leh!! haiz.. good lar.. the 1 week holiday can study.. but mind you.. we'll hev to study like siao liao... than... that wouldnt be call holidays. That should be corrected to "holidays", or time to study for exams, week. haiz... ugh... i still dislike the idea... haiz... than my birthday.. haiz.. on that day i still can't really enjoy myself.. haiz..
I'm in a complete dillemma, whether i should come for tomorrow's alumni band practice... haiz... half of myself wants to see someone, yet.. the other half dreads seeing him.... haiz... my house cordless phone can use liao... really feel like calling someone.. yet.. still feel quite sad to talk to him.. what to do?
haiz... i this saturday also cannot come for band.. i've got to go to botanic gardens, which mrs jacob placed me in.. after that at 4pm.. my grandma, and gugu comming to my house for a visit... haiz.. sob.. really feel like crying.. feeling too stressed and sad. haiz....
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