● @ Monday, July 19, 2004 ●
haiz.. just had our science class test on the chapter: Light. wah.. extremly stressful for me, doing it.. The test is a absolute easy one... besides.. mrs jacob had personally given me some hint. ;) shhh.. haha..
but.. it's the time constrain in the test lar.. we need more than 1 lesson to complete this test.. and there's only 1 science lesson.. so.. gotta rush.. haiz.. no chance of getting a full mark.. haiz.. cuz my last qs.. out of 5 lines, i only wrote 1 line. hopefully my one sentence is good enough to give me one mark.. than diagram another one mark.. hmm..
so.. extremly stressful.. as i had to rush finish my test paper. haiz.. wasted.. i think i can do better.. not think; it's suRe! can do better one.. too bad this is science.. not chinese.. haiz.
today.. the new math teacher teach us.... she scare me man.. suddenly.. she looked at the class sitting plan.. said: "Kelly". looking directly at me.. wonder why she call me... hmm.. i was paying attention leh.. but i was too surprise to answer her qs. haha.. so i merely said i do not know.. neh.. i will never do this in mrs jacob's class.
haiz.. i made joyce.. feeling really hopeless on yesterday at msn.. haiz... cuz i had this msn nick, talking indirectly about her.. well.. but she, looking at it, know it's rather obvious that it's herself i'm talking about.. haiz... but.. when i saw her coming online, i immediately changed my msn nick, to my usual one.. but.. too late. she has seen my previous nick aldready. haiz...
a few minutes later, she started the conversation with me.. well.. she said that she has seen my previous nick... haiz.. than asked me a few qs.. which lead me to be guilty.. haiz.. than.. she told me that she just want me to know that it's not easy being a senior. haiz... than.. she say: "I duno lar. i dont want to care about this any more. gtg. bye." haiz..
At joyce words, i really felt very bad.. haiz... i know joyce have lots of hopes in me.. haiz.. she always depend on me, to think of having a good clarinet junior player in future.. haiz... sometimes i wonder... why do people pin such high hopes in me.. and.. why do teachers like me? I think it's wierd.. what's there in me, which makes some of them like me? hmm.. haiz... i really don't want to think about this joyce issue... cuz joyce and i had lots of conflicts in the past last time.. haiz.. i know how she's feeling.. i feel very sorry.. haiz... i must be more tolerant.. haiz.. just that.. people will have their own limits.
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