● @ Saturday, June 26, 2004 ●
At my dad's NTU Metrology Lab...
See that gadget next to me on the table? That's the thing which my dad has invented.. he's asking the science technology ppl, for the permission to sell this outside.. this gadget helps to slow down the process of decaying of food... he has tested lots of food at home... all sorts.. ugh.. very chim lar.. dont ask me what's teh function of the gadget, etc. lar.. anyway.. this is something new... u want to know about it.. go ntu ask him lar.. haha....
Wear very plain today right? ya.. cuz i wish to keep a lower profile today.. Especially when i'm feeling quite down... well.. fine... i'm uncomfortaly aware of the fact a few nights ago at the band camp, that the shirt i was wearing is relatively short, as i was wearing a low jeans too... ugh.. fine.. knew i showed pretty much of skin when i was sleeping.. ok... what's over is over..
Sob.. my dad i sgoing to graduate from NTU soon... from his PHD- Doctor Of Philosophy (neh.. not permanent head damage hor..) haiz... meaning.. that i can't get to ntu so often liao.. after he graduate... sian..
Haiz... lets not talk about how i feel... hmm.. 1 more days to the reopening of school... just washed my schol shoe, socks and clothes last night... haha.. first time washing my shoe at night.. heehee. haiz.. cuz i do not feel like studying last night... besides.. i had sms'ed to the someone i like... wating for him to reply is irritating.. cuz.. tanshin kept sms'ing to me.. making me disappoinetd.. cuz when eah of her msg came, i would think that it's.. u know.. that person.. haha..
I feel very stupid leh.. almost everyone now know who i like liao.. and yet i'm still calling him "someone", "that person". haha.. all the names i've called him, would be annoynomous. haha. Last night.. was very sian for me.. sat on my chair.. slowly eat... thinking.. haiz.. in the end, i took out my dictionary... find the exact definition for love.
"Love is an intense affection for someone..
It is a sexual desire"... ugh.. cant remeber liao.. okie.. i go and take the definition of love from the net...
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3.
i. Sexual passion.
ii. Sexual intercourse.
iii. A love affair.
4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
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