● @ Sunday, March 07, 2004 ●
hihi.... haiz... ya, exams r over, but still hef so much thingz 2 do. hw... project... haiz... i had actually intended 2 hef some geog grp mettings dis cumin week one... BUT haiz.... now cannot liao lorh... cuz there will b band pract on Mon, tue, wed, thur & sat. SoB... so mani band pract. Dat priscilla, crazi... she told me dat she will b cumin 4 band everytime liao; nowaydayz. She told me, cuz she has to do dat, in order 2 get e Drum Major or Band Major post. Dat'z wad she wantz to get. DOTZ.
Actually hor, i hef no intention at all, wanting to get e Drum or Band Major post.... if i get, den gd lorh... =i But i reali has no intention, of fighting wif my frndz, 4 post (uNliKe sUmOnE....). y muz she go & fight over posts? i tink it'z reali ridiculous, fighting over posts wif ur frndz? Posts dosen't mean everything. & it'z no point cumin 4 band everytime, 4 e sake of wanting 2 be e dm or bm! ppl like rs, liyana, jm or mavis, dosen't becum e bm or dm, juz cuz of their attendence! I'm sure of dat.........
Talk abt one of e person i've mentioned juz now.... haiz................... I've juz dreamt of him last nite. Haiz... & dis dream of him, reali makes me veri deppressed, aftr i've woke up.... haiz.... Dis is e dream which makes me feel e sadest so far, cuz of my dream wif him. Haiz... Cuz dis dream i've dreamt last nite, is absolutely, far frm realiity. Unless it will happen sooner or later? haiz.... dat dreamt took place at Sentosa. Such a sheer coincidence.... haiz... y muz i everytime dream of him, in my sleep? whY? Why? Why? WhY? If he makes me so deppressed todae, cuz of dat dream, den Y muz dat dream occur in e first place?? why?? Haiz......... But i muz agree, dat wad we had did, was reali veri far fetched. Or rather, his first actions. Haiz.............. I will b dead pai sei man.... if he sees wad i've written now... HAIZ. But i abit sian liao.... ignoring him totally recently...... haiz.
Now i so sian.... gotta search 4 geography. Water pollution, & ordern dayz transportation. haiz... I've got 2 force myself 2 search 4 e water pollution thing... haiz. Cuz i had told my grp members, 2 pass up e research thet had found, by tmr. & as a grp leader, muz set gd eg, muz also do mah.... haiz. and e prob here, is dat i dun hef dat much time. Yesterday so tired.... i reached home arnd 4pm (aftr eating lunch wif Prisc, aloy, wei jun & e sec ones liao). den i slept till 8pm++. I'm so guilty... =.= Cuz i alwayz believe dat sleepin is a waste of time. & there, i m yesterday, wastin my time sleepin away. haiz.... So i had to force myself 2 read library bkz last nite, till 2am 4 e geog. haiz...
I think i've got a phobia of ballons. When i saw an advrt of ballons on tv, i was so scared. Onli did i realised, dat i myself had got a phobia of it. haha.... yt leh? cuz i at band make ballons, den it kept on bursting... wad'z more, i see sian liao. Make sian laio..... so guilty... i had accidentally bursts a balln at Amiata's face yesterday..... =.=
UGH!! i'm so scared of my tmr's results..... so scared.......
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